ereenalfian's :)

2012-01-30T18:11:00.004+08:00

I MISS MY FRIENDS :(

laptop troubles .

2012-01-19T17:02:00.001+08:00

daddy : eh , i sent your laptop to the workshop place . they said you probably dropped it somewhere , that's why it's not working well .
me : really ? i didn't drop it ..
daddy : i dunno , they said they'll try and get it fixed .
me : and if they can't get it fixed .. ?
daddy : then we just throw the laptop away lah .

okay , first of all , i really like his optimism :) i mean , it's not everyday my dad's acting like that . he's usually the one who worries a lot about certain things . but , i would've liked it if he had said something like 'then we throw your old laptop and buy you a new one !' . YEAH :) that would definitely leave me gapping and wondering what the hell was wrong with my dad , but also exuberantly happy :D

spent a few minutes just now googling some new laptops on sale . hmm :)

gotta go and get Arish ready (: we're having an early dinner out since dad went back to Teluk Intan for the day and mom's not feeling well .

thanks for stopping by !

KPP class .

2012-01-17T16:38:00.002+08:00

I LOVE THE MOVIE BURLESQUE :)

yeah , just thought i'd get that out in the open . hehe :D

i'm deeply sorry for abandoning you again , dear bloggie :( i wasn't at home a lot this weekend , hence the inability to blog . but anyway , i've got the next 20 minutes all to myself and so , please sit down (or stand up , up to you) and gaze intently facing your computer screen and continue reading ..

i already went to the 5-hour KPP class :) YAY ME ! well , it should be considered a great achievement , okay ? yeah , considering mom and dad refuse to help me book the classes or even be a part of the whole driving class process , except of course , in the payment . hehe ;) and so , i called the Metro Driving Academy last Monday to book a spot for me in the KPP class on Friday . why Friday , you might ask . well , i originally wanted to go on Thursday , but they didn't have KPP class on Thursday and so , why not the next day , right ? the Metro Driving Academy said that they'd send a van to pick me up on Friday . i woke up pretty early that day cos' i didn't wanna miss the van , got ready and was waiting for the van around 9 . when the van finally arrived , i walked towards it anxiously since at first glance , there were only guys in the van . yup , i was the only girl in the van -.- i opened the sliding door of the van and was grateful that the driver was being all nice and said 'Hi' . i settled down and all of a sudden , i heard someone call my name . to be honest , my first thought was 'oh my god , am i hearing voices ? who the hell knows my name in this van ?' . hehe , i know , sounds pretty stupid but it's true ! i slowly turned around and guess who was there ? Kamal Suria and Qhaikal :)

HAHA , shocked ? i was too . i didn't know what to do , naturally , so since Kamal had said 'Hi' , i said 'Hi' back . we tried talking a little bit after that . it was kinda awkward considering it wasn't like a normal conversation . yeah , it was more of Kamal asking me a question and me answering with a quick answer . in the end , we ended up sitting in the van silently until we reached the driving school .

okay , please let me explain myself :) first , i wasn't acting awkward because i still had feelings for Kamal or anything . no , we've all moved on perfectly well , thank you . and anyway , he already has a girlfriend , or so i heard last time from Afrizal . i was acting awkward because (a) i was in a van filled with guys and i was the only girl , duh ? and (b) ever since i went into an all girls' boarding school , i basically become SUPREMELY shy around guys . i know i used to be pretty social and can talk to a guy for hours , but seriously , now i'm like 'please let me be invisible , dear God' . don't get me wrong , i CAN talk to a guy .. just after some time getting used to him . i mean , did you think it was so easy with Afrizal ? he had to call me a few times after we bumped into each other at tuition and completely understand if i became silent all of a sudden , and only THEN was i brave enough to Skype with him or whatever . hmm , i guess i gotta work on the whole talking to guys issue . yup :)

after arriving at Metro , i saw Liyana (i miss you , girl !) and waved at her . i lined up at the counter and all of a sudden , someone called my name . seriously , by this time , i was getting pretty anxious . i mean , who else was i gonna meet there , right ? i turned and saw Airina walking up to me . i was so .. well , relieved . we hugged and went all girly . biasa lah SESERI-ans :D hehe . we chatted for some time and when i got to the front of the line , Airina had to go cos' she had a test to study for or something .

i registered with the woman behind the counter and she asked me to take this colour blindness test . only problem was i didn't know where i was supposed to take the test so , i went out of the office place and went towards the hall that the woman also mentioned . on the way , i bumped into Aina Yuhanis and Syafikah :) in my head , i was practically freaking out . i was like 'what is it with this driving school ? does everyone go on the same day ?' . i asked them where the colour blindness test was supposed to be taken , and they said that it was in a little room at the far right of the office . yup , it meant i had to go back in the office place . i turned around and went back in the office place and straight away headed towards the small room . on the way , i saw Kamal sitting down on one of the waiting chairs . i thought of saying sorry to him since i didn't want him to misinterpret my awkwardness as arrogance , but the small computer room was getting packed so , i had to hurry and take the colour blindness test before the KPP class started .

hehe , well , i passed the colour blindness test . yup , I AM NOT COLOUR BLIND :) i went straight to the hall next . while sitting down minding my own business in the hall , a girl turned around and smiled at me . i was wearing my specs at the time so , my vision was focused on her face . i thought for a second and figured out who the girl was . it was Faten Amira :D i was kinda relieved i knew someone in the KPP class cos' other people in the class had a friend with them and i was there all alone . i went and sat next to Faten Amira :)

okay , i'm not gonna bore you of the details of the KPP class . i'm sorry , i'm sorry :) it was definitely informative . it wasn't boring , like Annisa said it would be , cos' we laughed a lot and honestly , it felt like being in a typical classroom again .. despite also having adults in the room learning with us . the class was really LONG though . i went home completely exhausted o.o

went to dinner at Big Plate that night :) i didn't wanna go out at all that night , but Arish said he didn't wanna go too if i didn't go . so , terpaksa lah -.-

there , i hope y'all enjoyed reading about my first driving class :) i've been studying the KPP book they gave us since morning and tried the CD they also gave us . so far , i passed the practice test on the CD two times already , but i still don't think i'm ready yet . dunno why , it's just a gut feeling that i have , y'know ? so , maybe i'll take the test next week ? wish me luck , peeps :) i'll need it .

OH ! before i end this LONG post , i wanna give a shout out to my new followers (:

aww , you guys are so sweet , seriously :')

thanks for following my bloggie !

filled with all my nonsense , my crazy thoughts and random outbursts .

THANK YOU . XIE XIE . 감사합니다 . спасибо .

2012-01-12T17:45:00.002+08:00

LET'S GO SOMEWHERE :)

LET'S EAT OUT. LET'S WATCH A MOVIE. LET'S JUST HANGOUT.

this coming from the girl who's stuck at home all day long .

what i learnt from my parents

2012-01-09T14:17:00.000+08:00

hello , my dear readers :)

i watched a Malay drama the other day out of sheer boredom and the scene went something like this ..

guy ; i've been doing some thinking and i think we should get married ..
girl ; (suddenly bursts into tears) i - i can't ..
guy ; (puts on a worried face) but why ?
girl ; (still crying) i can't .. i can't .. cook .
guy ; (relieved) oh , well . when we get married , we can always eat out .

yeah , and my reaction was 'WHAT THE !?' . no guy in their right mind would say that . i mean , sure , love is blind and we're supposed to accept the person for who they are , but not being able to cook and do all the basic house chores , that's major . even if you guys get married , live together and whatnot , he'll always have that excuse to use whenever you guys fight .

for example ,

'i'm bored eating out all the time , but it's not like i can do anything about it since you can't even cook a decent meal'

or ..

'why can't you learn how to cook ? i'm getting sick of the takeouts'

and soon , yes very soon , without you even realizing it , his words start eating at you and you feel even more frustrated at yourself for not being able to 'cater to his every need' . okay , i'm not saying i'm already perfect and ready to face the world , heck , i'm only 17 years old . but i guess this is coming from a side of me that has viewed life situations and gone like 'hey , what if we did that differently ?' .

COME ON , BE REALISTIC .

i learnt a few things growing up while watching my parents , which is ..

you don't have to be perfect , he/she will accept you no matter what . that's part of what love is .
at least KNOW a few basic house chores . you don't have to be brilliant at them , just so you can survive on your own as well as cater for him/her .
everything will be alright in the end because you still got him/her by your side .
marriage is more fun when you're married with your best friend :D
this one's for the guys , which is to always be patient with your loved one , no matter how crazy or impatient she is . wait , i'm not saying my mom's crazy or impatient , just .. well , you know :)
enjoy everyday with him/her cos' you never know when's the end .
problems will always arise but the solution's worth sticking around for .
regrets are pointless and what ifs are immature , so make new dreams and experience it together .

i hope someday i'll have what my parents have in their relationship :) and i also hope that i can learn other life lessons from them .

ereenalfian :)

cousins are the people you grow up with but don't get to call 'siblings' .

2012-01-04T23:08:00.001+08:00

been hanging out with my cousins a lot this past holiday :)

these were taken while waiting for my mom to pick us up after watching Alvin & The Chipmunks 3 at Space U8 :)

the first pic from left ; Arish , Akmal (Abang Lang) , me and Danish .

the second one is me and Afiq (Angah) .

these were taken when we were celebrating grandmamaw's birthday at Kayu Manis :) see how many cousins i have ? err , this is just on my mom's side .

from left ; Azmer , Afiq (Angah) , Ermi , Iqa , Adli (Along) , Danish , Auni , Tasha , Arish , grandmamaw , me , Akmal (Abang Lang) and Azree .

the eldest of the families :)

well , Aula's another eldest but she wasn't there since she's at Egypt continuing her studies .

if you guys haven't noticed , Azmer and Azree are twins :) yeah , they're actually a year younger than me .. but WAY taller than me . dulu sama ketinggian kowt , why did they have to grow all of a sudden ? -.-'

Shahrul Adli :)

i wouldn't say he's my boyfriend-like type of cousin considering nanti girlfriend dia marah , hehe . but we're pretty close :D he's incredibly smart , MCKK yo . and well , apparently very loyal to his girlfriend .

i love my cousins , honestly i do :) and i love how LOUD and crazy my family can be . i promise you guys ; HURT THEM AND YOU WILL FACE CONSEQUENCES .

thanks for reading :D

cringe .

2012-01-04T22:31:00.000+08:00

ladies and gentlemen , boys and girls , pets and whoever else is relevant ..

GUESS WHAT ? i have a flu -.-'

also , my workouts so far (shut up , i know it's only been 2 days) are severely painful o.o the thing about working out , i recently realized , is that it doesn't hurt WHILE you're exercising , but later on . yeah , when you're about to go to bed and have to climb flights of stairs .. only THEN will you sense the true pain of it all .

right now , my core section hurts like crazy from the core workouts yesterday as well as the 4.2 km jog i went to today , my legs are starting to cramp after going on that jog and my thighs are burning from doing everything from yesterday and today . but i will not give up , no siree :) i am determined to lose as much weight as i can until people say 'hey , did you lose weight ?' .

HAHA , okay i know you guys are probably going like 'gila lah perempuan ni' but so what ? and please don't just ask me 'hey , did you lose weight ?' just to make me feel better . i know if you're lying :D

GAHH , everytime i sneeze , my core section sorta 'cringes' along with it so , i'll yell out 'OUCH !' or just basically scream . hee :D

in pain here , peeps . seriously .

introducing Mr. B&R ,

2012-01-04T16:49:00.003+08:00

i'm gonna tell you a story :)

once upon a time , not too long ago .. well , the day before yesterday , a girl met a boy . yup , it might sound like your typical love-at-first-sight story , but this one's different . this one actually happened in real life and no , i don't think i'm madly in love with the dude . see , i even call him 'dude' , that's definitely not a sign that says 'i'm head over heels in love with this guy !' .

maybe i should start now , hehe :D

i was out with my family and we had lunch at Pizza Hut after sending Ermi to KUSESS . we didn't go home afterwards , but instead went to Plaza Shah Alam . Arish's PSP had a few glitches to it so , dad wanted to get it fixed . when we entered the plaza , Arish said that he wanted ice-cream and so , we stopped at Baskin & Robbins :) dad was kinda in a hurry (not sure why) and he didn't want ice-cream so , he left us at Baskin & Robbins to go to the PSP-fixing place thingy . hehe , i'm bad at describing places :D continuing , mom and Arish ordered their ice-cream and honestly , after the lunch at Kuala Selangor , i was really full . but i was thirsty like hell so , when mom asked me what i wanted i said i only wanted an ice-cream shake . then , she said 'order lah sendiri' . i sighed and looked at the guy across the counter that was taking our orders and .. my heart stopped . i literally felt like my heart had stopped beating and i wasn't breathing anymore . i'm not really sure how to describe it here .. at least now i know how hard it is for directors to portray such emotions on TV ;) well , after i finally regained my will of speech (cehh , poyo lah) , i said 'ermm .. nak junior chocolate chip shake' . he nodded and smiled , which , let me just say , made me even more nervous yet giddy inside . HEE x) while he was making the ice-cream shake , i stared at his apron to see if there was a nametag so i can at least know his name . i mean , c'mon , he was the guy behind the counter of an ice-cream parlor .. there wasn't really a reason i could casually say 'dude , what's your name ?' without being too obvious , kaan ? i just stood in front of the cashier , sorta disappointed . he handed me the ice-cream shake and i thanked him . after that , i swear , he smiled again but this time there was a slight twinkle in his eye .

yeah , i'm swooning :) AHH .

when we were heading home , we passed Baskin & Robbins again :) he was still working behind the counter . gosh , i don't know why this dude whose name i don't even know but insist on calling him Mr. B&R from now on , makes me smile . i mean , i don't even know the dude ; his name , his age (please oh please be near my age !) , where he went to school .. and yet , AHH :3

THIS IS NOT LOVE . I REPEAT , NOT LOVE .

he's just adorably cute , that's all :) hee .

like glitter raining on me .

2012-01-03T17:41:00.002+08:00

reason for having this bloggie :

i'm not much on expressing my own opinions and letting the world know that i have a voice , bla bla bla . i'm more of the type that wants a bloggie just for herself . I LOVE THE READERS , don't get me wrong , but this bloggie is more for me to remember all the weird stuffs that happened in my life . yes , in case i suddenly come down with a case of amnesia , this bloggie will help me realize how i was , growing up and finally finding myself . so , there :)

yo , peeps ;)

"i'm feeling sexy and free" ! HAHA .

okay , i'm not in a great mood right now but i love to write crap on my bloggie , hence the good mood all of a sudden :D in the past few days that i haven't blogged , i experienced soo many emotions . yes , girls are very emotional :) we're complicated that way . HAHA .

i finally found out why i never cried when we broke up . i was heartbroken , that's for sure . and when i got to see you again the other day , i still wondered why i couldn't cry and just get the crying and emotional stuffs over with so i can move on . last night , i sat up in bed and thought things through . in the end , i got my answer :) it's not that i didn't like you , i did . i was glad that i got to see things in a new perspective and learn new things from you . but our break up was just so sudden . the shock still makes my heart ache , even though i must admit that i knew it was coming . we weren't right for each other . i mean , what good of a girlfriend was i when i didn't mind being apart from you ? i liked the days when i was free to do what i wanted . sadly though , those days didn't involve you . i'm sorry i didn't love you enough .

heh , i really didn't want to talk about the whole relationship being over thing here , but i just felt that at least if i wrote it somewhere , it might not cling in my thoughts all the time . so , i'm sorry for mentioning my personal love life here . i don't generally do this all the time so , dum dum de dum :)

moving on to a less serious subject ..

I OFFICIALLY STARTED WORKING OUT TODAY !

seriously , triumphant music should come on right now . HAHA :D it's not that i didn't try to keep my body fit before , but starting on from today , i've decided i wanna lose a lot of weight . yeah , and maybe tone up a little . cehh , hehe ;) well , i want to lose weight before the SPM results come out . after that , i'd probably be busy with all the university stuffs so , i'd have no time . right now would be a good time also considering some of my friends started PLKN and of course , they'd be doing all sorts of activities that will keep them fit and healthy . dalam hidup , kita kena sentiasa bersaing kan ? hehe x) besides , i don't really have anything to do at home while mom and dad are off to work and arish is at school .

i wanna hang out with my friends more :) yeah . but apparently , Ami's already working and even though me , Ain and Annisa don't have much to do , we don't have transport to go hang out . DUH -.- susah lah hidup begini .

i'm off to go horse-riding again :) addiction ? no . but it's definitely fun !

ereenalfian :)

happy new years :D

2011-12-31T12:52:00.001+08:00

hello , peeps :)

today is the last day of 2011 and i just wanted to blog in case i'll be busy tonight celebrating New Years :D

anyway , here's my wish to you ..

HAPPY NEW YEARS !

may 2012 be as awesome as 2011 :)

2011 will be missed as it was soo much fun ,

and it brought me to face so many challenges .. especially SPM -.-

not sure whether i achieved my resolutions for this year ,

cos' i'm not sure WHAT my resolutions were .. hehe ;)

nonetheless , 2012 here we come ! :D

okay , i know some of y'all are already asking me what my new year's resolutions are (it's getting annoying guys , seriously) and i guess my answer would be ..

MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONS :
1. have fun doing everything and anything .
2. get through the year without getting into trouble with people i.e. the police maybe ?
3. JUST ENJOY THE YEAR DOING AWESOME THINGS :)
4. lose weight and keep my body fit ;D

there , happy ? :) this will probably be my last post before 2012 emerges so , i wanna say thanks to my dear readers for reading my bloggie , always supporting me to write nonsense while still being myself here . thank you thank you and thank you :D

au revoir , 2011 ! hello 2012 xD

horse-drawn sleighs and holidays .

2011-12-24T13:57:00.002+08:00

hello there :)

today is supposedly Christmas Eve and well , since i don't celebrate Christmas , it just feels the same as any other day . HAHA . but nonetheless ,

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL :)

may you have a joyous christmas with your loved ones .

be grateful for everything ,

and always remember the less fortunate .

i'm sorry for not blogging recently :( i went on holiday last saturday and just got back this tuesday . my cousin , auni , came to sleepover at my house that tuesday and went back yesterday so , baru hari ni laa dapat menghadap laptop :D i've been listening to Christmas songs since morning for some unknown reason and so far , my favorite would still be 'Last Christmas' by Cascada . hee , i'm even listening to it right now :)

FINALLY went to the Metro Driving School this morning to register lessons for my driving license :) seriously , the whole rumor about if-you-don't-take-your-driving-license-this-year-you-have-to-wait-till-you're-21 is a lie . mom asked the man behind the reception desk and he was like 'EH ? no , there's no such rules' . but anyway , i've already registered so now , i have to find time to go to the 6-hour class and everything else . blah -.-'

oh , and i would like to thank nrlainftn , without whom i might not have even registered AT ALL . she asked me to join her to register today so , i guess my parents were like 'okay , so ain dah register , ereena pun kena register' . hehe , so THANK YOU , MY DEAR :)

my end-of-the-year holiday this year would seem lame compared to last year but mom and dad promised there'll be more holidays some time next week so , even though it's definitely last minute , takpe laa :) at least ada berjalan sikit .

went to Cameron Highlands last sunday :) well , we began our journey on saturday but had to go to my dad's cousin's engagement at Ipoh first . we stayed at this really .. ermm , unique ? .. hotel called The Roots . only the next day did we continue our journey to Cameron Highlands . we went to lots of places this time , and we stayed at this AMAZING hotel called The Lakehouse . trust me , it was soo beautiful . it was like stepping into an Old English postcard :') i would love to tell you guys more about our trip but the battery on this laptop is running low so , i gotta wrap up this post quickly .

how about some pictures ? :D

before we left for Ipoh :)

we stopped at R&R and went to Baskins & Robins :D

yeah , ermi's basically my model throughout the whole trip . hehe :D

arish zickry :)

our room at The Roots Hotel :D

there were even bunk beds ;) haiyoo , kenangan asrama sudah kembali . HAHA .

there was a jacuzzi outside our room (:

this is the view of the ceiling in our room :D cool , huh ?

the scene outside our room :)

going to dinner .

we ate at the Sushi King :D

my darling mother (:

my baba :D

the next day after breakfast , arish went swimming :)

before we started our journey to Cameron Highlands , dad took some rambutans from a tree in front of our room :)

and we had lunch at Simpang Tiga restaurant :)

the waterfall on our way up to Cameron Highlands :D

we finally arrived at The Lakehouse Hotel , Cameron Highlands (:

isn't it magical looking ? it's like stepping into an Old English house :)

the view outside the bar area (:

mom registering in the register book :) see , they even have one of those old books to register . classic :D

we went to a lot of places the next day . and this was when we arrived at the BOH tea plantation :)

we got back home on tuesday :) trust me , we were really exhausted , but mak ngah and her family were also coming over later that night . we waited and waited for mak ngah and her family to come , but tak datang datang jugak . HAHA . and so , all of a sudden , arish said that he wanted to go horse-riding . believe it or not , dad said YES . so , this is a picture of the place at Denai Alam :)

we couldn't ride the horses straight away since it was their dinner time . see , this is one of the ponies eating :)

that's ermi's hand patting a horse :)

daddy also wanted to pat Simba :D

mom got to ride on a pony first ;)

HAHA , doesn't she look nervous ? :)

sudah habis :D muka kepuasan gila , HAHA .

arish rode the pony next :) actually , ermi rode next , but on a horse . the horse was soo huge , i was too shocked to take a picture . HEE ;)

cehh , this is when he was about to start riding :D confident lah tu , HAHA .

and ermi got back with her horse :) isn't it big ?

okay , i dunno if you guys are aware of this or not , but i am EXTREMELY afraid of animals :O not sure why , my mom says i started being afraid of animals since i was small so , it came naturally , i guess :) and get this , the only animal i'm NOT afraid of is the butterfly , that's why i love butterflies . HEE , so for me to ride a horse .. well , it was like conquering one of my biggest fears o.o the picture above is a picture of me getting on the saddle of the horse :) i was shaking the entire time ! it didn't help that the guy that was supposed to be pulling the horse let go of the reins and was like 'take the reins or i'm just gonna leave you' . hish , jahat -.- even though i was SUPER nervous , the guy even taught me a few things , like how to steer the horse to the left or right , how to make it stop and etc. i must say , though , horse-riding is soo fun ;D

that's a picture of baba riding the horse :)

note : all the pictures on this post was taken by my new Olympus XZ-1 camera which i got for my 17th birthday , and there were no editing .

guess what ? kiteww sudah mahu belajar masakzz doe .

2011-12-15T17:29:00.000+08:00

i'm going rempitzz for this post , yo ;)

tahu tak tahu tak TAHU TAK ?

i'm learning how to cook now :D

tapi kenapeww youu ?

err , because i wanna be able to cook when i start university soon ..

ohh .. i ingat youu dah nak kahwin keww .

no no , for now i'm only cooking for myself and my siblings (:

best nyeww !

you're starting to annoy me , dude -.-'

alaa , soweey laa !

seriously , me plus rempitzz .. well , someone's gonna end up dead :) thanks for reading ! HAHA .

my heart goes vroom vroom ..

2011-12-15T17:01:00.001+08:00

what i did today ;

1. read my new novel 'Andai Itu Takdirnya'
2. take a shower
3. help grandmamaw cook lunch
4. wash the dishes
5. watch TV with arish
6. online on Facebook
7. update my bloggie :)

this is definitely a sad day , my dear readers . wanna know why ? well , because all the fish in my aquarium has been declared deceased . eh , boleh guna ke 'deceased' for animals ? ermm , never mind :) i knew they were going to die eventually .. but why today ? WHY ? WHY ? cehh , ber-drama pulak -.-' my darling friend , Nik Nur Amirah asked me to do a tahlil for the fishes , and so i'm thinking , maybe i will . she said SHE'D come , would you ? heh .

i'm getting extremely addicted to reading my new novel 'Andai Itu Takdirnya' :) after getting back home yesterday , i changed into my PJ's and sat on my bed , reading the novel . i was so engrossed in the novel and then , when i looked at my watch , i saw that it was already 1 a.m. in the morning . i was like 'wasn't it 9 something just now ?' . HEE :)

another topic buzzing in my head is about my driver's license , yeah . i'm just not sure when i should take it :\ my uncle (Pak Long) said that it'd be better to take it next year since December's been a rainy month , my friends from SESERI keep warning about the if-you-don't-take-it-now-you-have-to-wait-till-you're-21-years-old rule , my mom's WAY too busy to melayan me and well , i'm clueless right now . i WANT to get my driver's license , yes .. but i'm also a little nervous about it . i mean , i might crash or something . dah laa i don't have any experience or practice before , haiyoo -.- maybe i wanna take it with Ain .. maybe . i was chatting with Kamal Syukri earlier about the whole driver's license thingy and he's already half way so . still , thanks for your advice , Kamal :)

gotta go , i wanna go out before it gets dark . bye , peeps . take care !

ereenalfian :)

and then there were more books,

2011-12-14T14:50:00.001+08:00

my dear readers , i am a bookworm :) anyone who truly knows me would know that fact .
right now , i'm reading ..

which is a marvellous book , by the way . but i'm nearly finished with it and i went to the MPH carnival the other day ..

something funny happened at the carnival too :) i bought a lot of books . here , see the picture list ..

and believe it or not , i also bought my very first and hopefully last jiwang malay novel . HAHA (:

can't wait to read these novels :D

gotta go , my sister wants to use the laptop . thanks for reading :)

being a critic .

2011-12-14T12:00:00.000+08:00

hey there ;)

you guys should really start worrying considering i'm getting addicted to updating my bloggie again :) HAHA . well , so far my holiday consists of either me playing the role of a temporary maid with my sister at home or hanging out with my family . nonetheless , i'm basically enjoying life right now .

i've been watching 'Sky of Love' since yesterday , whenever i take a break from doing my house chores . it's a Japanese movie , actually . it's really sweet and sarah ezzurin recommended it to me . she already told me the story during one of our i'm-getting-too-stressed-out-let's-do-something-to-waste-our-time moments , but i was just curious and wanted to watch the movie for myself . i know what you're thinking ; since when does ereenalfian watch foreign asian movies ? HAHA , kaan ? well , i guess this is what you get when you're at the verge of passing the bored-to-death limit ;D but try and watch it for yourself , it's actually a good movie .. of course , i recommend this movie to girls (and also guys , i guess) who are into really sappy and sad love stories :)

went to dinner at the Nelayan Village the other night :) it's at Sunway Giza and we were generally going round in circles trying to find a place to eat . i would definitely say that the Nelayan Village was AMAZING . it's a steamboat type of restaurant , the service is awesome and the food .. WOW :) but of course , with me , there's always a funny or awkward moment , right ? well , i was really thirsty that night for God knows what reason and i had ordered an iced syrup drink . my drink didn't even last 2 minutes so , i ordered an iced lemon tea . oh yeah , did i mention the Nelayan Village is a buffet serving type of restaurant ? and so , while i was enjoying the food and my iced lemon tea , a waiter took my empty glass of iced syrup . i thought he just took it so that they wouldn't run out of glasses or something , but suddenly , he placed another iced syrup drink at my side . i was like 'EH ?' . by this time , i already finished my iced lemon tea so , i sipped on the iced syrup . then , the waiter took my empty glass and refilled it with iced lemon tea . i looked at my sister and she was trying hard not to laugh . and then , i said 'i think i probably should stop drinking so fast' . yup :) by the end of dinner , i was giddy cos' i was sooo full of water and i badly needed the toilet . HAHA !

i haven't mentioned it here so , i'll just mention it now :) i've already watched Ombak Rindu and Breaking Dawn ! hehe , yeah :D i watched both movies on the same day ; 011211 . hmm , my reviews ?

Breaking Dawn ;
okay , i know most people (my mom and sister included) says that it was kinda disappointing and i see where they're coming from . but in my opinion , i think the director did the novel justice :) there were soo many things going on in the novel , i guess the director wanted to fit in a lot of the details into the first part . i can't wait for the second part to come out , hee :D

Ombak Rindu ;
naturally , i'm a girl .. and i cried during this movie . HAHA . dua kali pulak tuu ;) i couldn't help it , it was just so heart-wrenching . and yes , i've totally fell in love with Aaron Aziz :) i thought Maya Karin's acting was good . hmm , but not Lisa Surihani's -.- yeah , i thought she was kinda over-the-top . the scenes in this movie was really pretty and artistic . dah , tuu jee kowt (:

i have chores to start doing so , i gotta go :) thanks for stopping by my bloggie and reading this post . love you guys soo much cos' you guys are the reason i find inspiration to continue blogging and writing ..

ereenalfian :)

neon lights like stars .

2011-12-12T18:27:00.001+08:00

YO , peeps :)

welcome to another random post by yours truly :D why is it random , you might ask . no , not because some of the things i say might be random .. nanti you haters say 'eh , prasan nya dia ni' . but because i just decided out of the blue to update my bloggie so , random laa tuu kan ? HAHA .

my lovelies ,

i've got a lot to tell you guys today so , please get comfortable on that seat of yours and grab a snack while you're at it (heck , why not ?) and continue on reading ..

as some of you guys may or may not know , my birthday just passed . yeah , it was on the 30th :) and i had to celebrate it at SESERI since my birthday so happens landed on the last day of my SPM . normally , at SESERI , if it's your birthday , you're totally gonna get pranked and your friends do all sorts of things to you like hiding your clothes , filling your whole locker with powder , pouring God knows what on your head .. but since on the 30th , we had to face Biology , my friends didn't dare prank me the night before . yup , everyone was busy studying .

the last day of SPM is seriously something i will remember forever . it was nerve-racking yet exciting since my whole body felt like it was buzzing and i couldn't wait for SPM to be over . the day started off good , even the invigilators kept smiling . hehe ;) and so , Paper 1 , 2 and 3 passed just like that . before the invigilators let us out , the head invigilator wanted to make an announcement . here was what she said ..

'Baiklah , pelajar . Sila letakkan pen anda kerana peperiksaan sudah habis . Sila tunggu sehingga semua kertas selesai dikutip . Baiklah , sebelum kami melepaskan anda , saya bagi pihak pengawas peperiksaan ingin mengucapkan .. err .. selamat bercuti . HAHA . Dan semoga berjaya dalam hidup . Terima kasih .'

HAHAHA ! the most funniest part of her speech was when she didn't know what to say and all of a sudden said 'selamat bercuti' (which means 'have a nice holiday' , to those who don't speak Bahasa) :D personally , i think our invigilators (at least , the ones who were in the main exam hall) were really cool . they didn't be all psycho or freaky during SPM . they were nice too :) like whenever they gave us an extra paper , they would always smile and ask 'would you like more ?' . cehh , macam bodek pengawas pulak :p

after Paper 3 finished , everyone whooped (well , at least i did . HAHA) and quickly packed our things to go to the add maths room at the back of the school to give back an add maths book we borrowed from Miss Ding :) then , everyone started going down to the dorms .

it was raining , and if you know any SESERI-ans , you would know how we're not allowed to get even one DROP of rain on us .. but since school was basically over for us , everyone just strolled in the rain . my dormmates even suggested going to the field behind the dorms to play in the rain and burn something . yeah , they burnt something or the other . me ? i didn't want any part of it :D so , i was sitting alone in my dorm since my dormmates were busy dancing in the rain or calling their parents or doing SOMETHING . i missed call my mom to tell her i finished the exam and then , i went outside of my dorm .

and that was when i saw anis , ekin , aimi and athirah walking in the rain :) so , i yelled out 'EH , ekin , demerit karang' . seriously , even though i'm such a small person , my voice can get loud when i want it to . and that's why the four of them noticed me standing in front of my dorm . then , anis said 'ereena , kau jangan nak bising ah . dah laa birthday kau . orang belum lagi prank kau kan ? tunggu laa malam ni' . aimi butted in saying 'laa , anis . kenapa nak tunggu malam ni ? sekarang pun boleh !' . and then , they started running towards the stairs .

in a state of panic , i quickly ran into my dorm and locked both doors . i hid my phone in my locker and stood in front of the windows . i was like 'HAHAHA ! siapa suruh korang lembap sangat ?' . they banged on the doors like crazy , screaming 'bukak pintu , ereena !' . i stuck my tongue out and said 'NEVER ! MUAHAHA !' .

and then ..

sarah ezzurin came back :O she's one of my dormmates and she went out to call her mom after the exam . she wasn't a prankster type of girl or the type that would dance in the rain just to feel the glory of breaking rules , but she was totally in it with them . so , that's why she said 'ereena , bukak pintu ni . i nak masuk laa' . i begged her through the window saying 'sarah , please . they're going to kill me !' . she maintained her don't-mess-with-me face and so , terpaksa laa i bukak pintu .

BAM ! the other girls pushed the door hard and quickly asked sarah where my locker was . anis and aimi went towards my locker while ekin and athirah grabbed me by the wrists and pinned me to the ground . i kept yelling 'eh , korang nak buat apa dekat locker aku ? takde apa apa pun ! aku dah bawak balik barang aku !' . and then , i heard someone yell out 'GET HER !' and then , they came running with my (yes , it was mine ! grr) Baby Johnsons powder . i broke free and ran for it . but they caught me and poured powder all over my head and school uniform .. in complete satisfaction , might i mention . HAHA .

and then , syida came back after playing in the rain :) she was like 'what the ..' . she stared at the mess of powder they made on the floor and me crouched on the floor while they laughed their evil laughs above me . i thought she was going to save me or something .. i mean , at least , a little pity since we were close .. but nooo , instead she blurted out 'eh , aku ada lotion . mau ?' . she ran towards her locker and got out her lotion (which i swear smells like Sugus) and gave it to one of the girls . and then , of course , SPLAT ! a big drop of the lotion landed on my head . they kept pressing the bottle and making a sort swirly on my head . i touched my hair which was sticky and powdery at the same time . in my head , i was thinking like 'well , things could've been worse' . anis , aimi , ekin and athirah finally left , satisfied with their work . my other dormmates started coming back cos' the rain had stopped and it was really sunny all of a sudden . they saw the mess and simply shrugged saying 'HAH , ereena . kemas kan yeah ? kau sebab sepah , kemas' .

i wanted to take a shower since my hair was sticky and everything , but my mom called my handphone to tell me that she was on the way with the cake and KFC . so , i had to meet my mom wearing a tudung over the sticky lotion on my hair . yup , you could only imagine the white spot on the top of my tudung :D

my mom saw the white spot on my tudung and well , i guess she figure i was bound to get pranked so , she just buat don't know :) i hugged her and she handed me the KFC box and the cake . she opened the front passenger door and gave me a bouquet . yup , my mom gave me roses for my birthday :') there were five roses in the bouquet . she said 'happy birthday , my dear . the five roses say i love you so much' . aww ♥ my only reaction was 'aww , thanks mom . you're so romantic , kalah boyfriend . HAHA' . well , it's true :)

syida had come with me to meet my mom so , she helped me with the food . we went into the dorm and had a sort of feast . it was really awesome . my mom had bought candles along with the cake but since none of us smoked or had lighters , we just put the candles on for fun . i pretended to blow it out and then , took the candles off to begin cutting the cake :D

after we finished eating , my friends had volunteered to clean up . which was , trust me , unusual cos' even though we're an all girls' school , cleaning up is like who-was-last-clean-up . HAHA , yeah :) i was chatting with my friends and then , suddenly , the dorm was quiet .. too quiet . i looked around and WHOOSH ! something slimy was smeared across my face . yup , my friends had apparently took some leftover icing on the cake platter and smeared it all over my face . i mean , the lotion on my hair was still not washed out yet , but heck , that made me smell like Sugus , but the icing totally made me smell awful . i shrieked and got up to go to the toilet . my hands were oily from eating KFC so , i didn't bother grab a towel or something to cover my head . while i was washing my hands , ju'a came into the toilet and said 'eh , encik haridan dekat luar laa . kau tak bawak tudung ke ?' i just shook my head and decided in my head 'takpe laa , tunggu sampai encik haridan keluar laa kowt' . but somehow , ju'a's announcement made some other girl panicked and BAM ! she slammed the door shut . we were like 'apa ke masalah kau ni ?' and tried to pull the door open again .

but it was stuck .

yup , apparently , the door locked itself -.- there were people from the outside who wanted to get in and who started banging on the door asking us to unlock it . but duhh , we were locked in . we tried pulling the handle , banging the door and basically everything , but the door wouldn't budge . someone in the showers even made a funny-haha-not-so-funny remark about how unlucky i was to be stuck in the toilet on my birthday . agak laa , i mean , i'd much preferred if i was outside instead of inside the toilet -.-'

after trying everything , ju'a suddenly asked the people outside to get something hard but small to push the lock out of the way . and so , finally , we got out of the toilet :D hoorah , hoorah .

i went back into my dorm , face flushed . they asked what happened and i replied 'this is NOT my day' . i went over to my locker and finally saw what anis and aimi had done to my locker . yup , my locker was completely filled with powder . even the clothes i hung on the railings were powdered . i was like 'OH MY GOD !' . i started cleaning my locker a little , but then , thinking 'what's the point ? they're gonna mess it up again anyhow' . so , i grabbed my towel and took a shower :) i shampooed my hair three times with conditioner to get the lotion and powder out , i washed my face twice with face wash so that the smell of the icing would go away .

finally , i came back into the dorm smelling awesome :)

as an initiative , i had given most of my belongings to my mom to bring back home . tinggal the clothes i needed for tomorrow and for that night's barbecue , my biology and chemistry revision books and my toiletries . i mean , i knew my friends were going to prank me terribly since they kept mentioning how it was gonna be the last prank of the year and well , they wanted it to be memorable . so , that's why i made sure that whatever items i didn't need was sent home . hee :D

i wore my class t-shirt over some night pants to go to the barbecue :) bumped into anis at the surau when all of us gathered to pray maghrib and she said to look out for her in the hall cos' she saved me a seat . i asked her 'how did you save a seat ?' and then , she replied 'unlike like you , i went up to set up the seats' . HAHA , sorry anisnorshazleen ;)

we had wanted to pray isya' but then , Pn. Norsham (our PK HEM) said that things were all set up in the hall and she didn't want the barbecue to end late . so , terpaksa laa naik :) it was dark up at the school and on the way , we were all giggling and joking around . i guess the stress of SPM had finally been lifted off and things just felt right with the world .. but then , Pn. Norsham stopped us from entering the hall .

'JAP ! siapa suruh awak semua pakai selipar jee naik ? tukar ! pakai kasut ! formal laa sikit , ladies'

believe it or not , we actually went down to our dorms just to change our shoes . terpaksaa ;D

the barbecue was AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME . yup , three awesomes , yo ;) the food was amazing and the entertainment was .. well , amusing :D eizaty and jijah volunteered to be the hosts for that night and they were really good . they kept making stupid jokes , especially about jijah's inability to use the letter 'r' . HAHA (: there were even awards for Most Quiet Person , Most Cheerful Person , Most Weirdest Person and so on . seriously , it was the ultimate way to end your school year as a senior :')

the best part (for me , that is) was when i finally got food since the line was REALLY long and i was sitting down with syifaa' , syida and syahindah . i was being all rakus with my food , staring at it like 'i want to eat this first . no , this . no , that !' when suddenly , i heard jijah say ..

'eh eh , korang . sebelum kiteorang introduce persembahan yang seterusnya , nak buat iklan jap . boleh tak ? hmm .. tahu tak hari ni hari jadi seseorang laa . tahu tak siapa ?'

and then , the whole hall yelled out 'EREENA !' .

i completely froze eating the satay o.o in my head , i was thinking 'what the ..' and then , i prayed to myself 'don't make me stand up , please don't make me stand up' . but then , eizaty said 'mana dia ? mana dia ? dah laa kecik , diri laa sikit , ereena alfian' .

and so , i stood up from where i was sitting .. well , after syida made me :) and guess what happened next ? my whole batch , yes my dear Clarions , sang Happy Birthday to me :') i felt sooo touched . honestly , i wanted to cry but macam malu laa pulak . while they were singing , i looked around and took in their faces , sort of keeping that moment as a permanent memory . thanks you guys , seriously :)

the barbecue ended after farah najwa (our head girl) presented Pn. Norsham and Pn. Zubidah the gift that our batch bought for the school .. as a token to remember us ;) we went back to the dorms giddy and happy . somehow , i suddenly had a headache and so , i took two Panadols and went to bed . of course , after praying isya' in the dorm :D

woke up around 2 a.m. that night cos' my phone rang . i thought it was my mom or one of my family members .. but nope , it was afrizal alham -.- i looked around and saw everyone else was beat and already going to bed . i picked up the phone and we talked for quite a while .. but the thing i remember most about that phone call was the first thing that we said , which was ..

afrizal ; HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

me ; go away , my birthday's over .

afrizal ; HAHA .

the next morning , i followed mom to work , finally a girl free from school :) i went quite early in the morning so , there were a few people i didn't get a chance to say goodbye to . so , i guess i'll do it here ..

GOODBYE , SESERI !

thanks for the memories :)

ereenalfian :)

finally a free woman .

2011-12-02T17:40:00.001+08:00

hello , peeps ;)

just stopping by to update my bloggie since i've abandoned you for quite some time now . sorry :( but anyway ,

I AM FINALLY A FREE WOMAN !

which means i'm done with high school and with SPM . WOO HOO :)

i'm sorry but i can't stay long :] i've started getting busy with holidays and stuffs . HAHA . i think that's all for now . i'll update my bloggie another time when i'm not rushing off to Teluk Intan . yup , i'm off to kampung for the weekend :) there's a wedding i've got to go to so .

try and not miss me too much :D

ereenalfian :)

blogging during Physics , hee .

2011-10-11T15:49:00.004+08:00

hello there :)

no , i'm not at home this time . cehh , baru balik nak balik lagi ? hish hish ;) i'm actually in the middle of my Physics Tutorial class at the computer lab . it's not every day the Form 5's have time to use the computers here so , since our teacher said 'okay , buat revision . if anything , cikgu ada dekat luar' , and the computers were just right there in front of us , terpaksa laa online . yes , terpaksa :D you guys won't believe how many Physics Tutorial students are onlining right now , hee !

hmm :) okay , tiba tiba jee blank tak tahu nak blog apa .

oh , yeah ! i applied for the fast-track UPM scholarship :D just sent my application form in during PJK just now . it was kinda nerve-racking since tengok ramai orang lagi hantar their forms and everyone had impressive co-curriculum certs . grr -.-'

okay , i'm supposed to be doing my Physics homework now since i'm pretty sure Miss Syarni (my beloved Physics teacher) wants to discuss it this Thursday . GAHH , soo many 'latih tubi' -.-

HAHA , guess what ? while i was typing furiously just now , Mr. Amin suddenly walked into the computer lab . but i quickly closed the computer screen and continued doing my homework . hehe , close one , huh ? ;)

i think that's all for today , peeps :) i'll try and update my bloggie as often as i can , even though SPM is just another 32 days . WHOA , that's freaky o.o

bye bye !
ereenalfian :)

P.S. i was doing the Selangor trials for Mod Maths during class just now , and i couldn't help thinking about my beejay friends . damn , i miss you guys so much :'( i really wish i could be there to see you guys graduate ..

P.P.S. this is a shoutout to my sayang , nrlainftn :) must you be so sweet with your ehem ehem ? Miss Jealousy just came back . HAHA ! but i'm happy for you , hon ;)

love makes me crazy , dumb and paranoid .

2011-10-09T14:13:00.006+08:00

yo :)

HAHA , i'm home again :D i came home at around 12:30 midnight last night after my graduation dinner so yeah , i'm exhausted . i'm not really in the mood to blog and write all my thoughts and feelings and bla bla bla here , cos' as you may or may not have already read the previous post , i'm kinda upset right now . no , it's not a hormonal thing . it's just another typical teenager-going-to-be-an-adult-pretty-soon thing :) yeah , if that makes any sense .

my graduation dinner , or in other words 'Malam Gemala Puteri' , was pretty nice :) it wasn't what i expected , exactly .. but then again , i expected a cross between the MTV awards and prom so , this is what you get when your expectations are too high . hee :D mom and dad came last night too , which was really sweet . and please don't be so surprised , it's not every day their eldest daughter graduates from high school :')

dad took some pictures last night and i'll try and get some from my friends' cameras so , the pictures will have to wait until Raya Aidil Adha cos' that's when i'll be back for my next PB :) be patient , okay ? hehe .

moving on ..

last Monday , my counsellor told the 10 students who applied for the Yayasan Khazanah Scholarship that the Khazanah National people told her there was gonna be a first phase for the selection of scholars that Thursday . yup , so we had to go here ..

.. to take an 'IQ test' , or so we were told . i was really nervous the whole week o_o i mean , i'm not as smart as the other 9 girls and i've never taken an IQ test . EVER . so , i didn't even know how it was gonna look like .

and so , with a 'whatever happens , happens laa' heart , i went with the other 9 girls to Mercu UEM . actually , we were supposed to have a Bengkel Kecemerlangan Panitia Chemistry that morning with students from SMAKL (Sekolah Menengah Agama Kuala Lumpur) but since the test seemed more important , our principal let us skip the bengkel and go to the 'first phase' . okay so , we couldn't skip it entirely . we still had to go in the bengkel for about half an hour or so cos' the bengkel starts at 8:30 a.m. and Miss Siti Narini (our consellor) planned for us to go at 9:00 . y'see , we had to sit at the very back of the hall and be the mentors for a while , before we had to leave to go to Mercu UEM . the SMAKL students arrived sorta late and Miss Shanty (the Chemistry teacher) insisted on waiting for them . and so , when they came , we were kinda shocked to see like 14 or so guys come . seriously , we thought that since they came from an agama school , the teachers won't let the guys go to an all girls' school but , tengok tengok ada . and since the hall was super packed , the teachers won't let the guys selit selit in between the girls so , they had to sit at the back .. with us .

and so , there i was , just minding my own business while having a major panic attack inside cos' i was really scared about the first phase and everything , and doing the Chemistry handout that Miss Shanty gave us , when a guy comes along and goes like 'ermm .. ada orang tak duduk sini ?' . i looked up and saw a dude wearing a songkok , smiling at me . hehe , i think my face went like :O . and when i got back to my senses again , i shook my head and continued doing the handout . i tried to inch away from him since i dunno , i felt uncomfortable sitting close to him . hmm , come to think of it , ever since i entered SESERI , i've been rather shy around boys now . tengok laa nanti , kalau jumpa my old friends from beejay (who are boys , that is) , mesti blushing gila :D haha .

anyway , when Miss Shanty was about to start the bengkel , we looked at our watches and it was already 8:45 so , cepat cepat laa keluar . at first , the guy sitting next to me was wondering why i tiba tiba jee bangun . and then , my friend asked me and i answered 'oh , i have to go to that Khazanah National thingy , byee' . and i quickly bolted out of the hall along with the other 9 girls .

we arrived at Mercu UEM around 9:15 and registered at the counter . the receptionist asked us to go to the 7th floor and so , we all crammed into the elevator and bukak bukak pintu elevator , there were two doors on both sides . one going right , one going left . we didn't know which one to go through so , i went to the right door first and saw a few guys dressed in white plaid shirt , black pants and a red tie .. yup , ASiS-ians . they showed us the way to another counter and so , we registered there also . we had to wait for other schools to come . all in all , there were 6 schools at the first phase for that day ; SESERI , SSP , KiSAS , INTEGOMB , ASiS and SAS .

it was freezing in the hall that we had to take the test in . dah laa we were wearing our baju sekolah jee . the SSP girls at least brought along blazers and whatnot . so yeah , we had to go to the toilet a lot . hee :)

okay , well , the test wasn't as intimidating as the teachers made it sound . it was basically 5 papers where they test us in different aspects , like social skills and so on . it was okay laa :) some papers were tricky , some were 'intriguing' . there's gonna be a second phase and that's when the interviews and group discussions happen . an applicant can only go to the second phase if they pass the passing grade for the tests in the first phase so , fingers crossed , okay ? i really really hope i get to go into the second phase . i mean , even if i don't get the scholarship in the end , i take it all as a good experience for me when i face other tasks like this in the future , y'know ?

gotta go and eat my SUBWAY sandwich before i go back to SESERI today :) take care , peeps .

ereenalfian :)

my weekend .

2011-09-25T01:54:00.003+08:00

yo , peeps ;)

currently watching Frozen on HBO while blogging so , if i seem distracted , please know why :) my weekend back home consisted of shopping , studying , going to open houses and .. yeah , that's it . totally boring , right ? well , i'm sorry :) that's all i did .

shopping was fun though :D me , mom and opah went to Empire on Friday to buy my gown for Malam Gemala Puteri (MGP) . for those of you who don't know , MGP is my graduation night . yes , i can't believe i'm saying this , but i'm graduating :) finally . well , my 'gown' or outfit (whatever you wanna call it) actually costed RM700 .

HAHA , your faces must be like this :O !

i didn't wanna buy it at first , but mom insisted so :) and i can wear it to some other event so , it's definitely how business people call 'a good investment' . hee :D

gotta go , this movie is too gruesome for me not to focus . bye bye , take care :)

ereenalfian :)

2011-09-25T01:50:00.003+08:00

I OFFICIALLY APPLIED FOR MATRICULATION :)

GAHH , why does the future seem so scary ? -.-

raya pictures .

2011-09-23T22:35:00.003+08:00

and we all fall down.

2011-09-18T18:37:00.002+08:00

hey there ;)

yes , i'm back at home again :) i know some of y'all might be wondering 'eh , dia bukan baru balik ke ? balik lagi ?' . well , i'm not supposed to be going back for the weekends . nope . but on friday night , i had a major headache and my body temperature rose like crazy . so , on saturday morning , my parents picked me up to go to the clinic . dah pergi klinik , dapat MC so duduk jee laa dekat rumah ni until tomorrow :) yes , balik besok kowt .

many of my friends say that i got the fever and everything because i've been stressing myself out . and i would always go like -.-' . mana adaa okay ? sure , ever since balik from the raya break a lot of things have been happening all at the same time , but takde laa sampai boleh demam tak boleh tidur and everything . personally , i blame the weather . okay , not 'blame' , more like 'accuse' . blame sounds like such a bad word . hee :) i mean , takkan laa because of all the things that's been happening in my life boleh affect pulak my family at home . ni sampai my dad and sister pun sakit sekali . hmm , we all fall down together :D

but yeah , ada laa jugak faktor faktor yang boleh menyebabkan i stressed out lately .

mari mari , let me tell you why :)

it wasn't even a day after i got back from the raya break did i find out that i've been chosen to apply for the Yayasan Khazanah Scholarship . yes , me and only 9 other girls from my school . and i know i should be grateful for being chosen and yes , i am VERY VERY grateful , Alhamdulillah . but i just wasn't sure whether i truly deserved it or not . i mean , the other 9 girls were top students at my school and most people were like 'oh , memang patut laa dorang dapat' but all of a sudden , my name gets called out and everyone goes like 'HUHH ?!' . okay , i'm seriously not doing that bad in school but takde laa sampai dapat top 10 in my batch so , it's completely understandable why people would react like that . i pun didn't believe it myself :O

the whole application process had to be done quickly , within 3 days or so because that thursday , the top 40 students had to go to Universiti Islam Antarabangsa (UIA), Gombak for this 9A+ programme . and so , rushing rushing laa buat resume and everything . hehe , yes i have a resume now :D y'know , i've always thought people were supposed to have resumes when they were looking for jobs and stuff but Cik Siti Narini said that it was completely normal for kids (ehem , i mean teens) who are applying for scholarships to have one too . cool gilaa :D but yeah , because we had to settle everything in such a short period of time , terpaksa laa stay back sampai pukul 11:30 after night prep or even go to dinner late to finish off a few things . all in all , i think it was really worth it cos' it's not every day you get offered a chance to be one of the applications for the Yayasan Khazanah Scholarship :)

i know some of my readers consist of my close friends or people i'm acquainted with so , most of you guys might know that i really wanna be a heart surgeon when i grow up . in order to become a heart surgeon , i'd have to go through medic and so on . but the Yayasan Khazanah Scholarship does not , and i repeat DOES NOT offer scholarships to medic students so , i just applied for Biotech instead . i mean , i've always been interested in physcis as well as biology . Biotech could be a good combo for both physics and biology , kan kan ? so , Insya Allah , if i get offered the scholarship and of course , i'll accept it (duh ?) , who knows ? maybe Biotech will take me to a new career where i'd be more happier . Insya Allah :)

Allah decides everything , all we can do is plan :D

and please don't think i'm telling you guys about me applying for the scholarship as bragging okay ? i'm not -.- i wanted to tell you guys what has been stressing me out . seriously , applying for all these things is EXHAUSTING ! what's more is .. well , remember when i said i didn't think i truly deserved to be out of the 10 to apply ? hmm . y'see , i didn't cheat or 'bodek cikgu to give me high marks' for my trials . i swear to God i did not do any of those things . but somehow , people took me being one of the 10 as something negative . okay , not EVERYBODY . but most people . especially from my class . and so , for those three days , i couldn't help but cry to myself sometimes at the things i hear people say about me . there were people saying i cheated in the exams , i don't deserve to apply but bodek bodek cikgu into letting me apply and etc. it was really hurtful . i mean , i don't technically believe in mental bullying until those really torturous days . i didn't even get a chance to call my mom and tell her about everything until the night before i had to go to UIA . and then , i told her about all the things people were saying (eh , i bukan mengadu okay ?) while crying really badly and she told me to just ignore what other people said and stick to what i think was right .

and so , the next morning , i headed off to UIA :) with all the application stress put behind me , i got to really enjoy the programme . what was good about it was that there weren't so many people there and everyone there was in full focus for their SPM . no main main and joking about . it was really nice having that sort of environment :) plus , at UIA , all we did was pray , eat and learn . nothing else . and surprisingly , i didn't feel bored or sick of the routine repeating again and again . i kinda liked it :D i felt myself closer to Allah cos' we had to wake up really early and sleep kinda late to do extra sunat prayers or read the Yassin and qiamulail . hmm , i miss staying there :')

every single session (or as we called it 'lectures') was awesome during this programme :D personally , i liked English the most . Miss Ezzah told the teacher that was taking the English session that we were filled to the brim about the English paper formats and bla bla bla so , the teacher , Miss Faniza Ibrahim , talked more about being creative and thinking outside the box during the session . it was super cool ;) we had to do all bunch of stuffs like making advertisements and promote the thing we were supposed to do the ad for . Miss Faniza actually started off with reading random words and we had to write down the first thing that comes in our minds . after that , she asked us what we wrote . one of the words was 'boys' and tiba tiba jee Miss Faniza pointed at me to tell the others what i wrote . i was like O_O . i looked down at the paper i was scribbling on and said 'err .. their smiles ?' . and then , the whole room was like 'OOHH ..' . seriously , i felt soo embarrassed ! gahh , maluu -.- for the advertisement activity , my team got to do an ad for WWF :) HAHA , our ad was really funny . we drew a panda (cos' we wanted it to be cute and kick-ass looking , hence the panda) which didn't look like a panda , but who cares , and it was holding a gun to a dude's face while smirking . and the question 'What if our lives were in danger ?' was written at the bottom as well as 'Save the wildlife' . i had to present it in front of everybody with Aimi's help . and yeah , no one thought the animal was a panda but , takpe laa :) at least people got the message . ads aren't supposed to be normal pun kan ? after i presented , Miss Faniza asked me what my name was and so , i said 'Ereena' . and she said while using the mic 'wow , give a round of applause . might i say Ereena has such a soft and sweet voice' . i mouthed 'SAY WHAAT ?' and everyone started laughing . haiyoo , malu lagi sekali -.-

near the end of the session , Miss Faniza gave us a sort of motivation talk and on a personal basis , it really motivated me cos' she kept saying about all the girl power and how girls can do almost everything guys can do nowadays and nothing is impossible and it's okay to imagine your dreams .. it was really sweet :') i really hope i get to meet her again some day . like , after i finish school and i visit her school maybe . oh yeah , did i mention she's an English teacher from SAS ? hmm .

other sessions from the programme were good too ;) like , physics and BM . whoa , first time kan dengar me liking BM ? but it's true okay ? we kept wanting to answer the questions Cikgu Zarina gave us and no one was passive . even Ain Iqbal looked like she was enjoying the session . physics , on the hand , was SUPER HILARIOUS ! we couldn't stop laughing x) and Cikgu Fathie put on songs while we were doing some of the exercises . and everyone sang along , which was kinda funny . i think Cikgu Fathie pun macam nak join in nyanyi jugak . HAHA :D oh , and we also had a biology session with a teacher from KUSESS . it's not that i don't remember her name , it's that her name is too weird to spell . i'm scared i might spell it wrongly . nanti karang ada orang terasa pulak :)

we went back to SESERI at around 11:45 that Saturday night after a motivation session with a counsellor from SEMASHUR :) it was really sad saying goodbye to UIA after the three days we spent there . i think even the non-Muslims got attached to the place . hehe :D we arrived at school at 12:30 a.m. and of course , the others were still up and excited to know what happened . but we were all really tired so , we just went to bed :)

after getting back from UIA , my flu started kicking in and then , i got stressed out about SPM being near and me not knowing if i'm doing enough or good enough to get straight A's . and then , i started staying up really late and waking up early to go to class early so , i can study before class starts .. i guess that's when my body and mind couldn't take it anymore and said 'you're gonna get really sick' .

and TA-DA ! that's why i'm still at home .

i think that's all for now , still got some work to finish before i gotta get back to school before 7:30 tomorrow morning :) bye , peeps ! thanks for reading .

ereenalfian :)

wishing you ..

2011-08-27T13:24:00.004+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI ;D

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be grateful to all those people who made our country free .

it's time to get serious .

2011-08-25T22:11:00.007+08:00

cehh , HAHA ! the title is soo .. action movie-ish ? hehe , well , i just wanted to tell y'all about my trials so , kena laa set mood sikit , kan ? :D

where should i start ?

Rabu, 3 Ogos 2011

Bahasa Malaysia Kertas 2 (7.45 a.m. - 10.15 a.m.)
normally , i'm not scared when it comes to BM but just imagine , the morning of the exam , your BM teacher comes up to you and says 'it's pretty hard tau' . well , she said it in BM , of course -.- so , mesti laa takut kan ? i was practically heaving when our ketua pelajar called us out to the Dataran Wacana to baca doa and cheer our batch cheer . yes , we have a batch cheer :) be jealous , be very jealous :p and surely enough , after the exam , i macam diam jee . i didn't talk to anybody . it WAS hard . well , harder than usual laa . still , whoa o.o

Sejarah Kertas 1 (10.50 a.m - 11.50 a.m.)
ngeh , i hated this exam -.- throughout the exam , i was like 'padan muka kau , ereena . siapa suruh tak study habis bab bab sejarah form 5 ? kan dah susah dah' . and honestly , i main hentam jee the answers . if Pn. Suhaila , my sejarah teacher for the last two years , is reading this , i'm so sorry cikgu :(

Bahasa Malaysia Kertas 1 (12.00 p.m. - 2.15 p.m.)
HAHA , this exam was kinda funny :) okay well , it started with me being a bit bummed out about sejarah paper 1 sucking so damn much . and then , when i flipped the BM paper open and the karangan was about usaha-usaha memperbaiki perkhidmatan inap desa .. or something like that . and i straight away panicked . i was like 'shit shit shit , tadi sejarah paper 1 main merepek jee , BM paper 1 pun nak merepek jugak ke ? haiyoo' . seriously , i had NO idea what 'inap desa' was . i tried calming down a bit and started reading the text . yes , it was a TEXT . not in point form or anything to give you some clue on what the hell inap desa was . so , panic panic panic .. and then , i read the last part which wrote 'dipetik daripada petikan Usaha mempertingkatkan Home Stay' . and so then , i was like 'LAA ! inap desa means home stay ke ? HAHA !' . after that , at least boleh laa jawab karangan bahagian A :) for bahagian B , i picked the question where it asked about kepentingan teknologi maklumat kepada golongan remaja . i mean , boleh laa kan ? it didn't sound TOO hard ..

and that was the first day :) seriously , to all the SPM candidates who haven't had their trials yet , trials would be one scary ride . no pressure or anything though , hee ;)

Khamis, 4 Ogos 2011

Sejarah Kertas 2 (7.40 a.m. - 10.10 a.m.)
okay , to redeem on the rather suck-ish paper 1 , i studies extra hard for sejarah . yeah , even though macam last minute sikit but still , i pushed myself until habis laa jugak bab form 5 . i think i even stayed up that night :) takpe , usaha . the exam dah laa pagi pagi buta , when no one actually prefers to perah otak to think about sejarah but , Alhamdulillah it was pretty easy :) for my essay section , i answered all the questions that had form 5 chapters in it . like the kandungan Perlembagaan Persekutuan question , and Perang Dunia Pertama . yeah :) cehh , dah stay up baca bab form 5 , terus mahir laa ? BOO you , ereena :p

English Paper 2 (10.45 a.m. - 12.55 p.m.)

okay , so there i was happy and content with my sejarah paper 2 and tiba tiba jee , kena tukar mood english . yes , i have to get into a mood to answer english :D but hmm , paper 2 wasn't THAT easy laa . there were some parts that were tricky .. i said tricky , by the way . not hard . but yeaah , boleh laa tahan . for the first time , i wasn't sure what i would get for my english . hmm :]

English Paper 1 (1.00 p.m. - 2.45 p.m.)
to be completely honest , paper 1 was kinda hard . i mean , when the examiner asked us to start the exam and we flipped the page , i think most of us gasped to find we had to write a report for section A . dah laa tak focus sangat on reports , tiba tiba jee kena get full marks for format . since i'm in Set A , Miss Vas (my english teacher for the last two years also) had set a limit for us . we couldn't get below 30 for our section A . or else , we have to pay to the set fund .. in order for her to buy pizza for herself . yup , unfair . but i don't think the fund will reach enough for her to buy a pizza kowt . i mean , i think Set A's fund is only about RM0.50 ? hehe , yeah :) oh , and for section B , i dunno what came over me but i already promised myself to pick the 5th question for the essay question cos' it can be bebas and it so happens that the word given was 'Future' . many things crossed my mind at that instant . i think TOO many ideas came sampai kan i didn't know what to write about . so yeah , the essay was kinda a mess . sikit sikit cakap pasal ni laa , tu laa . what's worse is that my english mood suddenly switched on , but it made me write in a very 'Brits' style . i dunno laa , i merepek jee :) total and completely panic kowt . but hmm , i cried laa after the exam . hello ? it was my SPM trials , dude ! i have every right to cry for something i thought would suck , thank you very much . so , biar lah :)

second day over , and also the first week . yeah , sikit jee exam that week :) dunno why . but it sure gave us time to prepare properly for the upcoming exams . of course , after my friends saw that i was crying , they told me to let it go , let bygones be bygones . i guess they were right laa kowt . thanks , you guys :')

enter second week ..

Isnin, 8 Ogos 2011

Modern Mathematics Paper 2 (8.00 a.m. - 10.30 a.m.)
i couldn't do much for maths mod :) all i know is that in my head during that week was how to study pendidikan islam and still do add maths at the same time .. plus also try and ace physics . yeah , maths mod was the least stressful subject that week laa . well , compared to the other subjects that followed -.- maths mod paper 2 was pretty easy , though i was scared i might've made a few careless mistakes or something . mana laa tahu :D

Modern Mathematics Paper 1 (11.30 a.m. - 12.45 p.m.)
hee , by this time , my entire batch was kinda buzzing cos' we got to go back early that day :) the teachers said habis jee exam , balik .. so , balik laa . hmm , how was paper 1 ? let's see , it was okay laa . there were some questions i was really blurr at . last last minute baru laa macam 'LAA , macam tuu jee ke nak buat soalan ni ? hish hish' . but seriously , i just redha jee with maths mod . in my heart , i was like 'Ya Allah , please let all the exercises that Miss Suzana gave us be enough practice for me to answer my trial exams' . and Alhamdulillah , my results weren't that bad ;)

and that ends the third day of trials . it also marked the beginning of really stressful subjects o.o

Selasa, 9 Ogos 2011

Pendidikan Islam Kertas 1 (8.00 a.m. - 10.00 a.m.)
paper 1 was an average for me :) there were lots i could answer and some i wasn't sure . but i didn't cry or anything like that afterwards . i was mainly just worried i might not get an A since i lebih focus on add maths .. which was on the next day . DUH ? who's NOT scared of add maths ? okay sure , if you're really awesome at add maths , i guess you could probably sleep early with a smile on your face the night before add maths .. but not me . i think i even had a dream about doing an add maths question that night , okay ? yup .

Pendidikan Islam Kertas 2 (11.30 a.m. - 1.10 p.m.)
okay , for this paper , i cried :) there were sooo many questions on maksud kalimah and pengajaran based on petikan diberikan SAHAJA . pfft -.- i was like 'i know i should've learnt bahasa arab earlier in my life and maybe one day i know i was gonna realize that bahasa arab is pretty important in my life , but WHY FOR TRIALS ?!?' . of course , my friends who came from agama schools and whatnot semua tersenyum jee throughout the exam . haih .

ahh , i just remembered something :) we couldn't go back early that day . Miss Ding , my add maths teacher , had all the Clarions go back to class to do a short preparation test for add maths the next day . i know , how stressful right ? baru habis exam yang jawab pun ntah apa apa , ni nak buat add maths straight away . she even set a time for the test ! thankfully though , sempat siap with most of the questions correct :D and because of that fact also , semangat laa sikit belajar add maths during prep petang :)

Rabu, 10 Ogos 2011

Additional Mathematics Paper 2 (7.50 a.m. - 10.20 a.m.)

seriously , i have no idea why add maths exams make you EXTREMELY hungry . normally , when it's not bulan ramadhan , the canteen would run out of food on days we have our add maths exam . but of course , sebab kan puasa , takde laa pulak nak makan makan dekat canteen . hehe , lapar tetap lapar laa ;D oh , yeah ! talking about the exam . hmm , well , lemme just say on behalf of the weak students in add maths , i say that it was SO DAMN HARD ! throughout the exam , i felt like i was stabbing myself whilst my body was saying 'sakit laa , bengong' but my head was going 'keep going , keep going' . it was plain torture . kalau boleh , i think i would've cried right then and there . but since i sit near the back , my other add maths teacher , Miss Lili Emilia was hovering behind me and going like 'come on , ereena . boleh punya ni' . aww , thanks for believing in me , Miss Lili :') but still , it was pure torture cikgu .

Additional Mathematics Paper 1 (11.30 a.m. - 1.30 p.m.)
during the break that we had , me and my friends were all quiet . i mean , if any of us said anything pun , i don't think anyone would hear . semua trying to focus on revising on their previous exercises . we just prayed hard that paper 1 wouldn't be as hard as paper 2 . kalau tak , memang sah sah laa fail . hmm :] but Alhamdulillah , it was pretty easy . only some questions , i really didn't know the answer but other than that , BIG THUMBS UP !

and that concludes add maths day o.o did you know that because add maths was the paper for the next day , i stayed in school until 11.30 after prep malam . tinggal berapa orang jee dekat sekolah at that time . the pengawas intell siap datang kelas cakap 'akak , dah nak dekat lights off dah ni , akak tak nak turun ke ?' . i cleared up all my things and passed 5 Cattleya , and guess who i saw ? Miss Ding ! dia tak balik balik lagi from morning . she was still wearing baju kurung that she wore that morning . she was teaching and going through some questions with Maziah and Aini Qistina and Ita . hehe , of course i pun turut menyibuk :D

Miss Ding is hands down the most dedicated teacher i have and will ever know :) i love her , seriously . she's the reason i have confidence in doing add maths now . she made me love add maths , and that's a hard thing to do considering kalau boleh , nak drop jee add maths ;D and because of her , i don't always think that i'm gonna fail add maths . at least i have hope now that i might get an A for add maths in my SPM :) thank you , Miss Ding , for everything . if i get an A for my add maths in SPM , i would hug you and my add maths results would only be for you and because of you :') oh , and thanks to ASiS for giving her to us . heh .

Khamis, 11 Ogos 2011

Physics Paper 2 (8.00 a.m. - 10.30 a.m.)
even though all the hectic of add maths was over , physics is still physics . and Miss Syarni is another teacher that i completely adore :) so , kalau boleh i wanted to aim an A for my trials , and make her proud . i still remember what she said to us in form 4 .. 'look , i don't care if you like me or not , i don't even care if you like physics or not , but what i DO care about is your parents being happy with the A you're gonna get in your SPM . and i will do everything in my power to make sure your parents are happy , not you' . okay , the last part was kinda harsh but still , menaikkan semangat kan ? hee :) okay , so paper 2 was okay laa . it wasn't too difficult , it wasn't too hard .

Physics Paper 1 (11.30 a.m. - 12.45 p.m.)
ngeh , the paper with soo many calculations -.- dah laa you have to apply all your physics knowledge in one question . pfft , bosaan :) but yeah , it was pretty tricky .

Physics Paper 3 (1.00 p.m. - 2.30 p.m.)
hmm , how should i describe paper 3 ? well , i was sorta nervous about facing paper 3 since Miss Syarni said that it was hard . hehe , yeah . she said out of 10 , it should be an 8 or a 9 . of course , semua orang nervous like crazy laa kan ? what's more was that Amni's mom , who's an add maths teacher at SAS said that she saw the paper and it was REALLY hard . so , dah dua cikgu cakap macam tuu , memang no hope laa kan ? haih . but it was okay laa :) it wasn't like add maths , that's for sure . it was more like 'WOW , that's tricky ..' rather than 'kill me now , kill me now' . yeah :D

and so , physics ends :) physics was the last subject we had before PB (pulang bermalam) that weekend . yup , i got to go back after 12 days of ramadhan and baruu laa dapat berbuka with my family :') last year , we got to go back almost every week . but ntah laa , this year macam sibuk sikit during the fasting month so , sabar jee laa :)

that friday , i went with mom , dad and arish to the kampung melayu subang bazaar ramadhan and beli makanan like crazy :D hehe , okay okay .. not like crazy , literally . more like 'i have to buy that cos' DM food takkan ada punya' . yeah , HAHA :) and because i was used to going to terawih at SESERI , i pun ajak laa my parents pergi . i went with mom and dad , while ermi stayed at home with her two friends (yeah , she brought a few friends home that weekend . dah KUSESS boleh balik every weekend kaan ? -.-) and arish .

i thought i would see ain that night considering i haven't seen her in ages (seriously , i miss her soo badly !) and we normally see each other at terawih . hehe , while our moms pray withir , we sneak to the back and borak borak . hish hish :p but unfortunately , tak jumpa pun :(

only the next day do i find out that she actually saw me and called out my name , but i tak dengar . and masa tuu i dah nak balik so , she just watched me leave cos' she had to help her grandma who was also there . and before you guys start thinking 'apaa laa , ereena ! dia dah panggil dah , siapa suruh you tak dengar ?' , in my defence , there were soo many people around , okay ? and i don't have hearing problems :p

other than berbuka puasa and solat terawih , i spent the entire weekend studying :) okay okay , ada laa ambik break sekejap online .. but tu pun sekejap je . HEE ;) but that saturday , i studied bio the whole day , okay ? macam nak pecah otak baca pasal oogenesis laa , variation laa , scapula laa and etc. dah laa my whole family including ermi's friends went out that day to do some raya shopping . just think about it ; i was stuck at home reading all these doctor-y stuffs and they were out having an awesome time . jealous , grr -.-

but on sunday ..

since i studied the whole day the previous day , mom and dad ajak pergi raya shopping before i went back to SESERI :D dapat laa jugak merasa shopping sekejap that weekend . ermi and her friends didn't wanna follow so , it was just me , my parents and arish :)

3 hours later , baru laa habis shopping ;) we went to the Empire Mall and singgah sekejap dekat Dorothy Perkins , Ed Harvey , TANGS and etc. only now do i realize how mom just adores Dorothy Perkins . HAHA , she wouldn't leave the store ! she kept asking me whether i wanted a bag or shoes or jeans there , and i was like 'no laa , ma . i already bought the jeans . let's move somewhere else laa' . since i didn't want anything else from DP , she started searching around for her baju baju raya there . so , while waiting for her , i merayau merayau in the store while texting with Anis Nor Shazleen :) hee .

balik rumah and it was already near 4 o'clock :) cepat cepat rushing to get ready to go back to SESERI . dah laa for that PB , there was a new rule ..

if ONE person doesn't make it before 6 p.m. , EVERYONE'S next PB would be cancelled .

we left home around 5 something and mom drove like a mad woman to reach SESERI on time , HAHA :D in the end sampai laa jugak . except for the fact that the MATTA (is that how to spell it ?) FAIR was also going on near PWTC so , there were cars parked everywhere . susah gilaa nak masuk SESERI . some students , including me , had to run to the guard's post place thingy , just to get our buku outing before 6 . hee , tak kisah laa kalau kereta masuk lebih pukul 6 , at least buku outing tulis we balik before 6 ;)

that night , i was sorta freaked out o.o i mean , i spent the whole weekend studying bio and i didn't even touch chemistry . hmm , i think i stayed up until 2 a.m. reading about redox reactions and whatnot . by 2 in the morning , i dah macam 'redha jee laa , ereena . siapa suruh you focus on bio jee ?' .

Isnin, 15 Ogos 2011

Chemistry Paper 2 (8.00 a.m. - 10.30 a.m.)

WHOA . first of all , lemme just say that paper 2 was susah gilaa ! yup , boleh sampai gila ;) i was like 'mati laa i lepas ni' . but i buat jee laa apa yang i boleh jawab . main redha jee laa all the way :D

Chemistry Paper 1 (11.30 a.m. - 12.45 p.m.)
okay , paper 1 was a little bit more kinder :) takde laa rasa macam total complete failure . but , boleh tahan laa . it wasn't that hard ..

Chemistry Paper 3 (1.00 p.m. - 2.30 p.m.)
ooh :) paper 3 was pretty easy . the experiment that came out was about alcohols and personally , i love the carbon compounds chapter so , boleh laa jawab :)

okay , so you guys would think that since i studied bio like a maniac during the weekends , i wouldn't be so nervous the next day , right ? WRONG . sure , i wasn't as panicked as my other friends who studied chemistry most of their weekend , but i wasn't as calm as the smart people like Tan Yi Han or Syabi . ada laa buat revision sikit sikit on the things i read during the weekend before going to bed that night :)

Selasa, 16 Ogos 2011

Biology Paper 2 (8.00 a.m. - 10.30 a.m.)
at most times , paper 2 scares me the most . what with the structure questions being indirect sometimes and the essay section kadang kadang tak tahu what they want . but surprisingly , this paper 2 was pretty easy . sure , there were some questions i went like 'eh ? what the ?' but a majority of the questions i went like 'HEE , i read this ! i read this !' . HAHA (;

Biology Paper 1 (11.30 a.m. - 12.45 p.m.)
paper 1 for me was pretty basic . the questions were mostly based on facts and stuffs . sure , kalau tak baca sangat , you would feel like 'i think i'm gonna jump off a bridge after this' , but i don't think my batch scored less that 20 for paper 1 . so , okay laa kan ? :D

Biology Paper 3 (1.00 p.m. - 2.30 p.m.)
okay , last paper yo :) people were already buzzing with excitement and anxiousness at the same time . i didn't know how i felt .. i was just neutral . i didn't wanna get over excited cos' trials was ending and i didn't wanna get over stressed cos' nanti macam 'apaa laa , ereena . lek luu' . so , conclusion ? neutral :) yeah , but it was hard . wait , not hard . more like 'okay , this one i can do .. eh ? okaay . hentam jap hentam jap .. oh ?' . HAHA , something like that laa ;D

YAY ! YAY ! and that was the end of trials :D lepas check balik paper 3 for more like three times , i was already buzzing and staring intently at the clock in front . CEPAT LAA , CEPAT LAA -.- and then ..

'Baiklah, pelajar. Anda diminta letak pen anda. Tolong berhenti menjawab. Cikgu akan kutip kertas satu per satu. Anda diminta duduk di tempat anda sehingga semua kertas telah dikutip. Dan tahniah, peperiksaan percubaan anda sudah habis.'

WOO HOO ! everyone cheered xD the teachers were practically HANDED the papers for them to collect and then , baca doa and semua keluar dewan macam stampede . hehe ;)

this whole week , we had exam paper discussions :) ramai ramai laa duduk dalam dewan and discussing the answers and checking the marks . so , yeah .. dah dapat laa my trials results :] it was .. ermm , more than i expected but i'm still grateful though .

Alhamdulillah , i got 8A's for my SPM trials :')

ereenalfian :)

love you like a love song .

2011-08-25T17:08:00.007+08:00

HELLO HELLO HELLO !

I'M BACK FOR THE HOLIDAYS , PEEPS ;)

sure , i guess i'll only be back for about a week , but let's not ruin the mood okay ? HAHA (: i just finished dealing with my laundry and cooking for arish and so , i thought i'd take a break and update my bloggie :) hmm , dah lama dah tak layan blog kan ? haih . my sincerest apologies , readers . seriously , i've been sorta busy lately what with school events and my trials . YES , TRIALS . my SPM trials (selaras SBP) started on the 3rd of august and ended on the 16th . so yeah , dah dapat dah results laa but , we'll talk about later ;)

i'm sorry , but i didn't do one of my nerdy BLOGLIST for this post so , i'm just going with the flow :) takpe kan ? okay , so let me start with SESERI's Hari Kejohanan Olahraga .. or in other simpler terms ; our sports day :D

as some of y'all might or might not know , i had to join my house team's cheerleading team this year . i know , i know ..

'Ereena Alfian masuk cheer rumah ?! OH MY GOD ! What is happening to the world ?!?'

first of all , my reaction to all those people who had similar thoughts as stated above is -.-' . i mean , who says i can't join cheerleading ? i have a right to try new things in my life , okay ? HAHA , okay that sounded so cliche'd (; but yes , i do see the logic why some people might find it quite impossible for me to join cheerleading ..

(a) i used to critisize cheerleaders for having nothing better to do other than jumping around in mini skirts and screaming at the top of their lungs for no absolute reason .

(b) i don't see anything impressive out of cheerleaders , except for the fact that they trust their teammates so much that they're willing to let their teammates catch them after jumping at extreme heights where a person could , if they fall , have serious injuries or even die . yeah .

(c) i still and will always think cheerleaders only like cheerleading for the sake of popularity and getting cute guys .

yup , i have very strong principles :D
but yeah , basically i can see why people would go like :O if they found out i joined my house team's cheerleading . let me explain first though :) i had to . okay , that sounded sorta self-centred and somehow like i didn't care about my house . no , really , i LOVE Dendro . but i only volunteered to help with the cheer props and 'supervise' on all the steps and dance moves .. and then , since i knew all the steps and the cheerleading team were short a few people , i had to join . honestly , i wasn't all that thrilled of joining , at first , but it got more fun and of course , exhausting . and i just thought of it as doing something meaningful for Dendro as my last year at SESERI :)

our sports day was on the 20th of july :)

everyone had to wake up early (okay , maybe not early for the juniors but for a senior who wakes up pretty late most days , like me , it was super early . hehe !) . and even though the wardens told us to sleep early the night before , everyone slept at about 1 a.m. , making sure everything was ready for sports day . yes , in the dark pulak tuu :D try and imagine putting on glitter on flowers and whatnot in the dark . it was soo hard ! sebaik tak ada guna hot glue gun like last year .. i dunno how many times the point of the hot glue gun terkena my fingers . ouch :']

we arrived at Stadium Selayang around 6:30 a.m. :) instead of rushing around though , people were mainly walking around aimlessly cos' of course , semua muka blurr blurr . HAHA ! anyway , after all the running events finished and the lompat tinggi and bla bla bla , it was finally turn for the cheerleading competition . i was sooo nervous , but muka bajet relax laa :) i mean , dah everyone else panicking , kena laa ada orang bajet relax kan ? HAHA (;

okay okay , dah malas nak bagi saspens :) after all , there's still lots of things i wanna tell you guys about so , fast-forwarding shall we ?

WE WON 1ST PLACE FOR CHEERLEADING ! xD

HAHA , for those of y'all who didn't think we'd win , BOO we proved you wrong :p

and here are some pictures from our Hari Kejohanan Olahraga .. (i still don't understand why they couldn't just call it 'Hari Sukan' -.-)

oh , and i wanna thank everyone for making my last sports day a day i'm gonna remember for a really long time :') i love you, Dendrobium .

after all the cheering and for some , crying , we all went back to SESERI . goodbye , Stadium Selayang :) we only had half an hour to get ourselves rested (if possible) and ready in our SCHOOL UNIFORMS to go back up to school and attend this 'study in Japan' ceramah from real japanese people . exhausting ? you have NO idea .

but here is a photo from the ceramah ..

seriously speaking for someone who didn't sleep throughout the entire ceramah , the white haired dude (okay , gentleman) was really .. i dunno how to put it , adorable ? HAHA ! but yeah , he really was . please don't think i'm this weirdo who likes old guys all of sudden , okay ? all i'm saying is that he was really sweet and plus , he's a Muslim :) at first , we were kinda puzzled why he baca doa along with us at the beginning of the ceramah (i mean , look ! he looks a true and genuine japanese guy , kan ?) and then , when he introduced himself , he said his name was .. ermm , i can't remember cos' his japanese name was rather long . but then he said 'and the reason i can say Assalamualaikum is my real name is Jamal' . haha , me and my friends went like 'ohh' . oh , and his English was amazing :D he talked like how Brits talk , okay ? and he could just switch talking in Japanese without hesitating .

okay , Jamal was cute ;)

but his other colleagues had a little trouble conversing in English . and they kept saying things in Japanese and we were like 'eh ?' . pfft , it was really frustrating -.- ooh ooh , but there was this Malay dude (yup , a true Malay dude) who had studied at Japan and he came cos' he wanted to share his experiences whilst studying in Japan . it sounded okay , i guess . his stories had some funny parts , which kept me from sleeping .. like there was this one exam where he hadn't mastered Japanese yet and the paper asked him to write an essay about this engineering thing and he answered the whole thing in Malay . yup , berani gila kan ? and talk about mendaulatkan bahasa :) cehh cehh . but can you believe it , he passed the exam ? :D see , that's one of the perks of studying in Japan .. they don't care what language you answer the exam in , they wanna know what you know and what you understand from what they teach you .

of course , not forgetting the fact that Sarah Ezzurin completely loved the whole ceramah ;) if you thought i was bersemangat listening to Jamal talking adorably and funny stories from that Malay dude , Sarah was even more bersemangat . she didn't even care the other colleagues had trouble talking in English . she listened soo intently . cehh , semangat nak belajar dekat Jepun punya pasal laa kan ? ;)

and we ended the day with everyone sleeping before lights off :) i don't think we even switched the lights off . balik jee prep malam , terus pengsan . the juniors ada yang terus tidur on the floor . HAHA , kesiaan :)

220711 :)

that friday was the start of our Perkampungan Intelek :) if 'what the hell is that ?' or 'HUH ?' is going through your head right now , please know that Perkampungan Intelek is basically 3 days of continuous seminars on all the subjects for SPM . it's one of the academic thing SESERI does every year since the first batch . usually , the Form 5's get to have their seminars at PWTC while the Form 4's have theirs in the school hall . the Form 5's get to also have lunch at The Mall and whatnot . awesome kan ? well , since this year SESERI got SBT (sekolah berprestasi tinggi) , the kementerian gave the school enough money to let BOTH forms have their seminars at PWTC . yup -.-' it was really unfair cos' we had to stay in school for our Perkampungan Intelek last year . but whatever lah :)

hehe , i even saved our schedule for the whole Perkampungan Intelek . let's see ..

Jumaat, 22 Julai 2011
- Additional Mathematics (8.00 a.m. - 10.00 a.m.)
- Minum pagi (10.00 a.m. - 10.30 a.m.)
- Physics (10.30 a.m. - 12.30 p.m.)
- Lunch (12.30 p.m. - 2.15 p.m.)
- Bahasa Melayu (2.15 p.m. - 4.15 p.m.)
- Dinner (4.15 p.m. - 8.15 p.m.)
- Biology (8.15 p.m. - 10.15 p.m.)
- Supper (10.15 p.m. - 10.45 p.m.)

Sabtu, 23 Julai 2011
- Pendidikan Islam (8.00 a.m. - 10.00 a.m.)
- Minum pagi (10.00 a.m. - 10.30 a.m.)
- English (10.30 a.m. - 12.30 p.m.)
- Lunch (12.30 p.m. - 2.15 p.m.)
- Chemistry (2.15 p.m. - 4.15 p.m.)
- Dinner (4.15 p.m. - 8.15 p.m.)
- Sejarah (8.15 p.m. - 10.15 p.m.)

Ahad, 24 Julai 2011
- Modern Mathematics (8.00 a.m. - 10.00 a.m.)
- Minum pagi (10.00 a.m. - 10.30 a.m.)
- Majlis Penutup (10.30 a.m. - 12.30 p.m.)

overall , i really enjoyed the Perkampungan Intelek :) my favourite seminars were Biology , English and Sejarah . the Bio teacher was from SMK CBN , the English teacher was a lecturer from a university , and the Sejarah teacher was from SAS . Pn. Masariah (i think that's how to spell her name .. or maybe her name's something else . hehe , lupaa laa .) actually gave us confidence in answering Sejarah essay questions :D okay , sure i'm supposed to be a Sejarah depart and not have any problem with Sejarah , but lately this year , i keep doubting on what to answer for the essay part of paper 2 . but she said that actually , one word could give us a mark so , jawab laa anything that we knew on that topic . kan senang :)

i think that's all for now , peeps :D gonna play mercun with arish now . hehe , baru balik dah nak main mercun . hish hish . HAHA ! well , i'll try and blog tonight if i'm not too busy taking care of arish (: take care .

ereenalfian :)

P.S. maybe some of you guys are wondering 'why ereena tiba tiba jadi anak sulung yang baik ni all of a sudden ?' . well , lemme explain :) first of all , i AM a nice anak sulung okay ? HAHA :D and second , my mom's in India at the moment . yup , Bangalore :) she's the external examiner for MSU Bangalore campus so , hence . that's why she's there . she's gonna be back this Saturday and then , baru laa kiteorang balik kampung .

where is bibik , you might wonder . well , my old bibik's contract finished so , there's this new bibik and she's ermm .. not capable yet ? yeah . and that's why i have to do almost everything right now . hmm :) whatever lah . ermi's coming home tomorrow so , dapat laa share the burden sikit .

didn't i already say bye ? belum yeah ? okay , BYE BYE !

tried my best to play the part..

2011-07-08T15:11:00.005+08:00

one question ; how was school ? :D

HAHA , i'm sorry i'm sorry . i'm not trying to rub it in your faces that i didn't have to go to school today or anything , saje jee tanya :)

YES , I AM BACK FROM SCHOOL ! * cool music plays in the background .

wanna know why ? well , you know the BERSIH 2.0 thingy that everyone's been raving about ? apparently , the kementerian got scared or something and ordered us all to go back home for the sake of our safety . and seriously , the news about us having PB (pulang bermalam) all of a sudden was announced on wednesday and it was a really big shock to everyone . yes , even the teachers were going like :O . dah laa this sunday was supposed to be our sports day . letih letih buat preparation , but terpaksa laa tangguh kan until the 20th .

if y'all read my previous post , you'd know that i mentioned these japanese representatives from this university in japan will be coming on the 20th also . bonda (our principal) mentioned about it during the emergency assembly but said that the form 5's still had to go after sports day since it was compulsory . so , terpaksa laa lepas all the cheering and running and whatnot during sports day , pergi listen to the talk . even though bonda gave us 2 or so hours to rest in between balik from the stadium and going to the scholarship talk , based on what i experienced last year , 2 hours won't be enough . mesti semua orang macam muka penat gilaa at the talk . hee :) i can already imagine how it's gonna be like ..

random japanese representative ; do you have any questions ?

(silence)

random japanese representative ; no ? really ?

(silence .. and then someone snores)

HAHAHA ! oh god , that would be ultimately humiliating ;D hopefully , ada laa some people who are awake during the talk .

where was i ? oh , right ! they announced the news on wednesday and asked us to settle everything by that night also since we had to leave the school on thursday . yes , the next day ! the students yang tinggal dekat dekat (including me) was like 'lek luu , i can call my mom and WOOSH ! she can be here within minutes' . cehh cehh :D but the students yang tinggal in terengganu or kelantan , semua muka sedih sedih . well , of course laa ! how were they going to go back ? so , bermula lah misi mencari rumah kawan untuk ditumpang :)

since my house is like 30 minutes from SESERI , rela jee bagi kawan datang rumah . but it turns out bonda said the bus tickets or train tickets and everything could be settled by the warden and so , ramai laa nak balik to their own homes instead of tumpang rumah orang . hmm , i guess this whole BERSIH 2.0 thing is very serious cos' bonda won't even let anyone walk to the train or bus station alone . they had to ride on the school bus together . tuu laa dapat balik awal semalam kaan ;)

daddy picked me up yesterday around 3 o'clock :) i think it's the second time he picked me up from SESERI . selalu nyaa it's mom because dad would pick ermi up from KUSESS . and then , we meet at home (: so , it was kinda hard trying to look for his car from the hallway in front of my dorm . but in the end , i saw dad waving at me from afar . i was like 'HEE ! he's here !' and terus lari masuk dorm and ambik all my bags . sempat laa jugak salam salam with the juniors and zana and waheeda . but sebab kan rushing punya pasal , salam pun laju laju ;)

my sister was supposed to go back home today too , but tiba tiba mom said that her bonda (yes , she calls her principal 'bonda' also) said that they couldn't go back for PB . and jarang laa for me to come back home and my sister's not here so , yeahh . i guessed i really missed her last night :') but takpe takpe , mom wrote a letter to her PK HEM and faxed it yesterday and she gets to go back today ! WOO HOO ! she even called me this morning to tell me . semalam call sedih sedih sebab tak dapat balik for a month and this morning call happy gilaa x)

since i'm sorta doing my homework right now , i guess i'll talk about my homework for this surprise PB :) yeah , i have homework -.- seriously , how on earth do the teachers at my school photocopy 215 copies of multiple pages of homework in just a few minutes ? let's see , my homework includes agama handout , add maths trial JPWP 2010 handout , physics paper 2 handouts (4 handouts , actually .. just for physics !) and .. tuu jee kowt :) baru ingat nak take a study break and read biology this PB but , pfft -.-

ooh ooh ! remember i was going on about me joining cheer for sports day in my previous post ? well , since sports day was supposed to be this sunday , we already finished the steps and everything . the pom poms , the flags , the sign boards and so on . and the other day , i asked them to do while i watched and ehem , might i just say that it was really cool ? my mouth was hanging open like :O . yup , so just watch out Onci , Epi and Brassi ! ;)

that's all for now , peeps :) gotta go and menunggu kepulangan adik yang tersayang . cehh cehh ;) HAHA , bye bye !

ereenalfian :)

P.S. arish says HI !

it has always been you.

2011-07-07T18:43:00.000+08:00

blogging in asrama.

2011-07-01T23:45:00.003+08:00

hello there :) missed me ? HAHA !

anyway , i'm blogging again :D only for tonight , i think , but nevertheless i've got loads to tell y'all . not sure where to begin since i didn't make one of my beautiful and creative (cehh , ye laa tuu :p) BLOGLIST . hehe ;) so , main merepek jee laa yeah ?

quick reminder :

if i talk about something and then instantly changes subject to another thing and goes back to that something again , please buat buat paham , okay ? thank you :)

okay , i guess i'll start with my studies ..

as most of y'all are probably experiencing at the moment is the shock of mid term results . kaan ? well , the other day , my school had academic interaction day which is basically like open day at regular schools but i dunno , SBP's like to give weird names to normal events ;) my parents couldn't make it cos' they had other 'matters to attend to' , if you get my drift , and so i duduk study dalam kelas jee laa (: it was alright at first seeing people with their parents ; ada yang kena marah , ada yang menangis laa , ada yang peluk peluk . but then , my friends started bringing their siblings and parents and whoever else came along for the academic interaction day to the class and of course laa after that i felt like , well , crap .

i really missed my family that day :'(

all in all , my results weren't that bad :D my GPA improved like whoa and my add maths dah awesome . hehe ;)

the other morning , one of our counsellors who we call 'ibu' gave an announcement during assembly about Sunway College offering an A-levels scholarship . even though i had stayed up late the night before reading physics and was a bit blurr , the word 'A-levels' terus made me listen . in order to qualify to apply for the scholarship , a student must get at least 5A's in their mid terms and if accepted , can start A-levels in January next year . yup , without even looking at your SPM , you already get to start college life ! well , okay , they would still look at your SPM results laa . must be more than 5A's in real SPM results but still , by the time you take your SPM results , you've already finished first semester at A-levels , yo ;)

cool gilaa :D and so , i already took an application form . to be honest , it was really nerve-racking when i went to the counsellor's office to take the form cos' at that time , ramai gilaa at the office trying to get a form also . everyone who looked sophisticated and macam dah sah sah pandai type of students ada so , mesti laa i felt a little insecure . but ambik laa jugak the form and talked to mom about it and asked her whether i should apply . mom was pretty cool about the whole thing and basically told me to 'go for it !' . dah laa she was at Taman Negara at the time for some UMBI thing . masa tuu laa jugak anak dia nak cakap pasal future plans kan ? hmm :)

oh , and ibu also mentioned about this japanese university coming to our school on the 20th of july to talk about a scholarship their university's offering . i think the scholarship's more about engineering and all the tech stuffs so , not for me :) but sarah's excited about it though . just in case you guys are wondering 'siapa pulak laa this sarah person ni ?' , well , sarah's my dorm mate who sleeps on the bunk bed below me and we're kinda close so , that's how i know she absolutely loves japanese stuffs . travelling to japan would be the top on her wish-list :) though i think in this case , she's just excited about meeting actual japanese people rather than listening to the scholarship credentials . i know this cos' she wants to be a doctor like me so , techno stuffs is a no-no for her too .

last wednesday , the cousellors arranged a trip to the Segi University College for all the students who scored medical studies on their career test . and me being one of the students , got to go to Segi College and listen to actual lecturers talking about foundation and whatnot . the trip was pretty awesome cos' after the talk , they took us on a tour to see the anatomy lab (where we got to see real dead bodies imported from Germany !) , the medical museum (where they have real bones on display) and cool labs in their Medical Faculty . oh , and about the anatomy lab , we really did see dead bodies (two , to be exact) in this fridge-like machine thingy and we got to see their organs and their skin being peeled off . HAHA , gruesome huh ? well , what do you expect from a wanna-be surgeon ? kena laa tahan rasa takut or geli at seeing such things . and sure , i might sound all excited about seeing those corpses but damn , they smelt really bad ! i had to hold my breath to prevent myself from puking all of a sudden . ramai orang just see and walked away .

it's 12:47 a.m. right now and my dorm dah lights off but i sorang jee still up with this laptop on trying to search for new cheer steps .. sambil sambil tuu blogging laa jap ;D apparently we have this 1Murid 1Sukan 1Malaysia thing tomorrow and when Ms. Kali (our PJK teacher) told us that it was a serentak thing and that all schools in Malaysia are participating , we were like 'ye laa tuu' thinking dia saje jee nak naik kan semangat or something . hehe , but then i read other people's blog and heard from some of my friends from other schools that memang ada that race thingy at their schools tomorrow and so , dah semangat laa ni :) i've been running/jogging/fast-walking almost everyday for the last 2 weeks . yup , that's how semangat i am :D cehh . dah laa sambil sambil tuu lari jap for cheerleading practice . memang patut slim dah sekarang kan ? HAHA ! i dunno , ada laa kurang weight sikit kowt ..

wish me luck for tomorrow , though :) we have to run up a hill and the roads are not smooth so , takut karang ada yang jatuh ke or whatever .

on a personal basis , i don't think SESERI did that bad for our mid terms , okay ? but somehow , the teachers are pushing us to the limit with all the extra classes and night tutorials and Under One Roof (peer coaching) . i'm not complaining or anything , just .. wow . i don't think i've ever been this exhausted in my entire life ! i haven't talked to my HS (house sister) for days now and all we get to do is send each other notes at our lockers to ask how the other one is doing or whatever . i'm constantly rushing here and there . kadang kadang tak realize pun , only when people say things like 'eh , lama tak jumpa' or 'long time no chat , ereena' , that i realize yeah , our schedules are super tight . tadi pun baru jee ada add maths class . hmm :)

last friday , my friend asked me for a favour . she asked me to fill in for her to go to SK Cochraine . you see , SK Cochraine is like our sibling school and apparently , our mod maths teachers thought it would be nice for us to tutor the UPSR students at that school who are having trouble in maths . my friend had to go to a trip on biotech and engineering so , she asked me to fill in for her . i said yes cos' at least dapat laa experience keluar sekolah to ajar orang :) and lemme just say that it was really fun . i mean , i thought at first it would be like teaching my peers , but nooo . they're more loud and energetic . the kids from SK Cochraine , that is . and teaching them felt .. i dunno , like my life had a new meaning . cehh ;D no laa , i wouldn't go to that extreme but something like that laa . i felt happy that i taught someone something :) dah laa there was this boy , whose name was Juan but preferred people calling him Juju instead , who kept calling me 'cikgu' . everytime he wanted to ask a question , i felt myself blushing cos' he would always start with 'cikgu ..' .

dah dah dah , safa's already nagging me to go to sleep :) besok nak lari ! woot woot ! .. wait a minute , since when do i get excited about running ? oh my god , who have i become ? :O

getting delusional with lack of sleep , cao' lovelies :)

ereenalfian :)

P.S. i wanna say sorry to Afrizal Alham for not calling him in like days now :( i do miss you , it's just that i'm flat out broke right now . nak call pun takde duit so , wait until my parents come this weekend and then i'll call you , okay ? bye-bye !

cheers to SESERI !

2011-06-23T21:54:00.004+08:00

hey there !

just thought i'd update my bloggie since dah lama tak melayan , hehe ;) anyway , i'm currently sitting in class during night prep with my friend's laptop on to edit the cheerleading song for sports day . yup , tahun ni lambat sikit pulak our sports day . dah laa all the form 5's are busy studying for our trials this august . masa tuu jugak laa nak umum kan tarikh sports day , haih -.- but nevertheless , i wanna make this year's sports day one to remember for a long long time since it'll probably be my last sports day .. oh my god , i feel so old o.o

oh , and our sports day is on the 10th of july at the Stadium Selayang :) do come if you guys are free that day .

sports day might be fun but the preparation for the whole event is exhausting ! i thought i might help with the cheerleading props this year since i was the only junior last year to help the seniors with the props . but somehow , i pun diserap masuk cheer pulak dah -.- takpe laa , team spirit punya pasal . and so now , i'll have to do all the steps and bla bla bla too :D

HAHA , mom's gonna kill me if she found out -.-

after sports day , i get to go back until monday and then , trials preparation all the way , baby (;

the Yayasan Khazah National group came to our school during prep just now :) they gave a talk about the scholarship that they offer every year for SPM leavers . and yes , i was really freaked out . i mean , their criterias were kinda tricky i.e.

1. Malaysian citizen (okay , this isn't so hard -.-)

2. Good grades in Form 4 finals

3. Good grades in SPM trials

4. Excel in co-curricular activities (insya Allah i don't have a problem in this area ..)

yeah , i think that's about it :) but see ? the Form 4 finals part is .. well , a little too late . but the trials part tuu . i mean , how good is good for them ? straight A's ? minimum grade of B+ ? pfft -.-

but the other thing is , they don't offer the scholarship to students who wanna take a medic course so , i'm not sure i even wanna apply . takut takut nanti dapat scholarship but for engineering or business , tapi terpaksa tolak . hmm , takpe laa . i'll let my mom do the deciding :) all i know is i'm aiming for LONDON !

gotta give this laptop to this junior cos' she wants to invent the steps for our cheerleading now so , byee ! take care , lovelies (:

ereenalfian :)

P.S. if you're reading this , please know that i miss you :')

bosaaaan :)

2011-06-08T14:31:00.003+08:00

hello there , people of the world !

followed mom to work today , siap tulis dekat status facebook lagi 'at the hospital' and everyone was all like worried wondering kenapa laa i masuk hospital tiba tiba . but technically , i wasn't lying . i am at HUKM and it is a hospital .. just , i didn't mention why i went laa . hee :)

now i'll tell you guys why i went to the hospital today :D a few weeks ago , my specs went missing at school and even though i searched like crazy and made all sorts of announcements just in case someone found it or something , still tak jumpa . so , today , mom ajak me to follow her to work so that i can buy a new one . there :) tuu jee , tak payah risau risau .

bought books and stuffs to konon nyaa study and finish the homework for tonight's tuition , but tak sentuh lagi pun . takde mood :D mom's been going in and out of her office multiple times asking me to study , but every time she came back , mesti muka menghadap computer . HAHA !

ngeh , i thought blogging would make the boredom disappear but i guess it's not working . till later , peeps (: byee !

ereenalfian :)

P.S. i miss luqman rozlan :3

holiday in penang !

2011-06-07T01:17:00.001+08:00

can you feel me when i think about you ?

2011-06-07T01:07:00.004+08:00

i'm sorry , i'm sorry , i'm sorry :)

but here i am blogging even though mom made a new rule about onlining up until 12 midnight only . yup , i'm sacrificing just for you guys :D cehh . well , actually , i'm waiting for a movie to upload so , blogging laa jap . HAHA ! baru ingat special kan kan ? takpe laa (: anyway , i wanted to tell y'all about my weekend ..

* drum roll . ehem , i went to penang :D

hehe , mesti muka semua macam -.-' . well , i'm sorry again . my weekends aren't so fabulous like yours ;)

we stayed at the Hard Rock Hotel :) basically , that's the main reason why we went to penang in the first place . somehow , after our stay at the Hard Rock Hotel in singapore , my parents have this ultimate goal where they plan to stay at every Hard Rock Hotel in the world . yup :) so , i guess they plan to start in malaysia first .

technically , i did know about the holiday beforehand . but i just didn't know when :) so , when i got back from tuition last thursday night and my sister kept asking me whether i've packed or not , you could've imagined how surprised i was to find out we were going the next day :O

all in all , the holiday consisted of swimming and eating :D since i couldn't go swimming at this particular period of time , tinggal makan makan jee laa . which also , might i add , tak makan sangat punn . i dunno why , i'm just not hungry nowadays :) everyone else makan , i just order drinks and layan iPod .

of course , sempat laa pergi shopping jap :D just imagine , there were three (yes , THREE !) Hard Rock Cafe shops . ahh :) in the end , i bought 2 tops from two different Hard Rock Cafe shops . hehe , dah laa yang mahal mahal punya , yang sale tak nak beli (:

hmm , and that's my last holiday before SPM . eh , bunyi sedih laa pulak :l

* happy mood again :)

i've been watching a lot , and i mean A LOT ! , of movies this holiday . and here's a continuation of the list of movies i've watched ..

actually , i just got back from watching Kung Fu Panda 2 at Cineleisure :) and lemme just say that it was indeed AWESOME ! seriously , i couldn't stop laughing x) in most sequels , the movie tend to suck . but not this sequel (: the movie was , i dunno how to describe it .. well , if i could rate it out of 10 , i would totally give it an 8 :D

even though we were sooo full from the popcorn and the 'snack' before the movie at Little Taiwan , mom still insisted on having dinner . so , we went to Tony Roma's :) honestly , i thought i was gonna puke after all the food i ate tonight , but mom still ordered this onion loaf thingy and ribs . we shared cos' mom said she wouldn't feel so guilty for jumping off her diet . whatever lah ;) but seriously , even though the place is sorta expensive , sedap gilaa :D i don't think i've ever tasted meat quite like that before . and the onion loaf thingy was alright . though , if you guys wanna try it , i recommend you share it with at least 4 people . dah laa order half loaf pun tak larat -.- kids under 12 get free dinner so , arish got a cheese burger , which he didn't even touch ! terpaksa laa bungkus .

that's all for tonight , yo :) goodnight , take care .

ereenalfian :)

P.S. thanks for stopping by ! and i'm sorry if i seem a little off in this post . my reasons are ; (a) i'm still soo full so , nak type pun malas , and (b) i'm chatting with afrizal right now and since it's been a long long time since i talked to him , sajee tease him a little so , distracted sikit . sorry :)

under house arrest,

2011-06-02T18:59:00.005+08:00

it is a truly sad day when you consider going to tuition as the highlight of your day -.-

nothing much happened today . though i think i'm having PMS or something cos' i keep getting pissed off at the people around me (a.k.a. my siblings) for no apparent reason . well , also the fact that my little brother kept being a pest today . yup :) but other than that , i blame my hormones .

i can't wait to get out of the house tonight .. even though it's just to go to tuition . i mean , at tuition , at least i'm the one annoying people and i get to see my old friends , plus i get to learn something :D

staying at home with nothing to do all day is pretty boring so , i resulted to watching movies . here are a list of the movies i watched ..

cehh , bangga ;) and i think there's more but i can't remember .

gotta go get ready for tuition now :D HAHA , i don't think i've ever been this excited to go to tuition before , but okaaay . anyway , thanks for stopping by ! take care , peeps .

ereenalfian :)

i never thought i'd fall in love with a guy named bruno.

2011-06-01T12:45:00.005+08:00

hello there !

it's the 5th day of the holidays and so far , my homework are only 20% finished . and before you guys go like 'shame on you !' , please know that .. well , banyak gilaa weyh ! 20% would be counted already good enough for the 5th day , okay ? don't worry , by the end of the holidays , i'll try to make it 97% . why not 100% ? hehe , cos' i know i'll leave something out and only when i reach SESERI would i go like 'oh my gosh , oh my gosh ! i haven't finished that yet !' . see ? i can be very predictable :)

anyway , today i wanna talk about a guy that i've fallen in love with . yup , his name's bruno mars :D haiyoo , who did you think it was ? and besides , i'm not gonna tell you guys who i like here . only my closest friends know that ;)

continuing ..

bruno mars , or shall i just call him 'bruno' , has made me fall in love with him mainly because of his songs :) and how sweet they are . at first , i was really annoyed with 'Just The Way You Are' and then a certain somebody sang it to me one day and so , it got stuck in my head . hence , from then on , i kept listening to bruno's songs . okaay , calling him bruno makes me feel like i'm referring to a dog -.- i dunno why , but his name totally works with the 'mars' . without the 'mars' it would sound .. well , pelik :D

my favourite songs of bruno mars are ;

- Just The Way You Are

- Grenade

- Marry You

- Move On

- All She Knows

- Only When You're Lonely

P.S. that's not in chronological order cos' i don't know which song i love most and which song i think is 'boleh tahan laa' , they're all awesome (:

okay , i'm done merepek-ing :D thanks for stopping by and reading my bloggie ! you guys make blogging worthwhile . cehh ;) oh , and not forgetting thank you so so much to my new followers ! i seriously don't know why you're following my merepek-ing posts , but okaaay :)

LOVE YOU !

ereenalfian :)

last spotlight.

2011-05-31T21:16:00.009+08:00

hello again , peeps :)

i'm currently having a blogging frenzy . you know , like sharks have shark frenzies , apparently i have blogging frenzies :D so , kalau malas nak layan , thanks for visiting anyway :) but if you're still reading this bloggie and saying 'okay laa , layan jee laa' , keep on reading ..

some time before our mid terms , our teacher , miss azlina , told us that we had a show coming up . us referring to the nirmala digantra 10/11 members , by the way :) so , we practised and practised . we didn't actually know when the show was so , there were times we practised like crazy and there were times ada jugak main main . haha (: biasa laa , dah seniors . suddenly , dalia told us that the show was actually that weekend . of course , our reaction was like 'SAY WHAT !?' , but pushing the tension aside , we remembered that it was probably going to be our last show .

the show was on a saturday afternoon , and we practised like crazy that morning . semangat kowt bangun awal awal and helping the juniors duty jap and then , terus pergi practice :) but miss azlina didn't even tell us when the bus was picking us up so , macam gelabah sikit jap . in the end , we got ready around 10 something and baru laa miss azlina datang . turns out , we were late . we were supposed to go first but because we were sorta late and wasn't 100% ready yet , they let other schools go first so , we went after ASiS .

our performance was alright :)

oh , and it was held at the Institute of Diplomacy and Foreign Relations (IDFR) . after the show , they gave this .. ermm , goodie bag ? inside it was a Milo drink (hehe , best goodie bag item ever !) , a Super Ring snack and a cap . and no , we didn't get paid for the show . though , they said they were gonna give us certificates . international level , yo ;) dah foreign relations , mesti laa international .

here are some pictures from the trip ;

this was taken after the show :)

lemme introduce you guys to the nirmala digantra ;

from left it's hajjar , adila , ain , sarah , che' pah , dalia (holding the camera) , safa , me and syif .

i will never forget the memories i had with them :')

a picture with another school performing :) their teachers took it for us . comel ;D

and here's a picture of the cap :D it has the IDFR sign which is kind of a bummer but , cool nevertheless :)

okay , and this is me ber-poyo jap :)

the following friday , miss azlina belanja us McDonald's as a sort of appreciation gift for the two years working and cooperating with her . aww :') dah laa she surprised us with the McD after our add maths class . lepas stress stress , dapat makan junk food . macam touching gilaa laa :D we ate at the gazebo while the nirmala digantra juniors watched . MUAHAHA ! padan muka , padan muka . my god , i sound like such an evil senior -.-

i'm not , by the way .

thanks for reading !

310511 :)

2011-05-31T20:30:00.004+08:00

went jogging just now :)

okay , i walked half of the way but ada laa jugak the jogging part . HAHA ! i haven't jogged in ages and just now felt .. i dunno , carefree ? while i was jogging , i was also listening to songs on my iPod and ada laa jugak tiba tiba jee nyanyi jap :D

and yes , if you guys are wondering , i'm back to my old annoyingly happy and chirpy mood :) i dunno why , but i can never stick to being sad . it's depressing and i hate being depressed . ooh , and guess what ? mom suddenly came home from work today and asked me how to update and decorate her blog . i was like 'eh ?' but i taught her and so now , she's been updating her blog . very determinedly , might i add ;D

i'm kinda glad she's still all hyped up about her blog . i mean , i used to update it for her and that was when i wasn't in SESERI yet . and then , after i got into SESERI , her blog has been discreetly abandoned . yup , lama gilaa kan ? somehow though , her sudden urge to blog sorta sparked this competitive side of me and so , i'm thinking i'm gonna blog , blog and blog . HAHA , just kidding ;) but just so mom knows , it is ON !

arish's going to AFAMOSA tomorrow :) yes , only him . well , him and a few other kids from his 'school' , but he'll be the only one going from my family though . best gilaa kan ? it's actually a part of this 'fun camp' thingy his school organized . he's been going since monday . he goes at 9 something in the morning and comes back at 4 . hmm , i don't think i've ever been somewhere that far away from my parents when i was his age . but then again , i don't think i wanted to go pun , hee (:

i might go bowling with annisa tomorrow :) yup . and i already asked mom and she said yes . now i just have to get approval from daddy .. wish me luck :] we invited ain and ami along too , but ain can't go cos' she's hanging out with her family tomorrow and ami hasn't replied my text message yet . well , at least i've got annisa :D i think we both suck on the same level so , takde laa malu sangat nak lawan with her . hehe (;

gotta go , i wanna watch The Roommate on my laptop :D macam takut jee so , i've already taken my blanket and teddy bear . HAHA ! take care , lovelies (:

ereenalfian :)

P.S. here's the link to mom's bloggie :) the title , might i add , was NOT my idea . it was hers so , if it's kinda corny or whatever , i am not to blame , okay ? HAHA !

thanks for making feel like this,

2011-05-30T21:30:00.004+08:00

had Tutti Frutti just now to break my fast . hehe , i am very proud of that fact . i even made that as my Facebook status :D

anyway , i'm feeling kinda down tonight cos' for some reason , i haven't seen my dad all day and i really don't have the mood to do my homework . y'know , it might seem weird to some people how annoyingly happy i always am . and yeah , i know . it makes me annoyed too :) but there are also times i just feel like curling up into a ball under my covers and not wake up until the world is a better place again .

i'm not gonna lie to you and say everything's alright ,

because deep inside i'm hurting badly .

you promised me that you would always make me smile ,

that you would never make me cry .

well , boo you !

you broke that promise and now i feel like shutting down my phone

so that i don't have to talk to you anymore .

and please do me a favour and not ask me how i'm doing .

because you know that i'm never alright without you .

ereenalfian :)

locked up in my room.

2011-05-30T16:24:00.005+08:00

hello there :)

i've decided to just stay in my room for today :) yup . wanna know why ? cos' i'm fasting today and apparently , grandmamaw decides to cook awesome food today so , every time i step outside the door , WOOSH ! the smell hits me and then , lapaaaar . for the sake of my iman , i'm staying here in this dark room and trying not to think about food . there :D

i've been thinking and i've decided to create a new .. ermm , segment ? .. to my bloggie . it's gonna be called 'have you noticed ?' and basically , i talk about things that i've noticed about the world and share it with YOU . yes , you sitting there trying to figure out what i'm trying to say here :)

let me explain ..

have you noticed how people tend to say 'oh' and then nothing at all when they don't know what you're saying or they're not particularly listening ?

Scene 1

random person ; i'm going back to my hometown this weekend .

another random person ; that's great . where's your hometown at ?

random person ; teluk intan .

another random person ; oh .

and then , the conversation drifts a bit or become completely silent . see see ? have you ever noticed that ? well , lemme tell you what's really going on in the other random person's head .. he/she is probably thinking 'where's that ? okaay , i don't wanna embarass myself by asking where so , i'll just shut up now' . in most situations , that's what the other random person is thinking . and how do i know , you might ask . well , that's what i'm thinking when i'm in that sort of situation ;D

only a couple of hours before i get to break my fast so , can't wait :) selamat berbuka puasa to everyone who's fasting today with me . bye !

ereenalfian :)

just got back.

2011-05-30T00:13:00.004+08:00

sajee nak update bloggie jap :)

just got back from my hometown and the wedding . pfft , letih gilaa kowt -.-' but at least i got to sleep in the car a lot . haha (:

we went back to my beloved hometown at teluk intan yesterday . perak , yo ;) and i was all excited cos' dapat balik kampung after sooo long . siap bawak iPod lagi , tak nak tidur dalam kereta punya pasal . tengok tengok , takde battery langsung -.- dah laa tak bawak charger , ingat kan one day jee so , takkan laa battery nak habis . but then , dah takde battery langsung .. tidur jee laa on the way :D we slept at grandma's house . me and ermi slept around 2 a.m. cos' we were watching Pearl Harbor and even though dah kira lambat gilaa , still sempat tukar channel pergi TV3 to watch The Convenant . hehe , dah laa movie tuu banyak hot guys .. memang tak ngantok laa ;D but in the end , tidur laa jugak . dah the next day ada wedding , takkan laa nak bangun lambat . hehe :)

this morning i woke up around 7 something cos' mama kacau tidur :) dah mandi mandi , makan breakfast and then , we left from grandma's house around 10 something . i think it took one hour or so for us to reach ipoh , and then sesat jap trying to find the school where the wedding was held at . dah laa no one seemed to remember the bride's or the groom's name so , macam nampak sign pun macam buat don't know jee laa . haha :D but finally we arrived at the school and then , makan makan :)

guess what was different about the wedding though ? okay , first , i think this is the first wedding i've been to held at a school . and second , you know how normally people give chocolates or bunga telur to guests at weddings ? well , at this wedding , they gave us CDs . yup :) i know we're living in a very modern world right now , but what happened to the bunga telur ? cehh , macam laa makan pun telur tuu ereena ni . dah orang bagi CD cukup laa -.-'

okay , it's getting late and i wanna kacau my sister in her room jap :) hehe . goodnight , peeps ! take care .

ereenalfian :)

drama pictures.

2011-05-28T01:32:00.007+08:00

will remember these moments forever :')

i'm no beauty queen, i'm just beautiful me.

2011-05-27T20:20:00.006+08:00

this bloggie is officially active again :) haha , yeah . for the next two weeks of PB , that is .

HELLO THERE , PEOPLE !

missed me ? ;) anyway , i am currently listening to happy songs on my iTunes while experiencing a lot of pain right now . yup , apparently , on the day i'm supposed to be happy and jumping joyfully around school cos' i finally get to go home after a stressful mid term exam and a month of having to deal with all the boarding school madness , the tooth at the back of my mouth suddenly decides to grow and lemme just say that it hurts like CRAZY ! every time i say something or even swallow , it gives this wrenching .. ermm , throb ? .. and then , i would immediately stop talking or swallowing . hmm , there's always a hikmah behind everything , right ? maybe i should stop talking a lot , haha (: wait , like that's ever going to happen .

okay , baru mula perenggan dah merepek dah -.- well , i've got LOADS to tell you guys and normally , in a situation like this , people tend to say 'i don't even know where to start , hehe' , but of course the nerdy side of me thought ahead and so , i have a BLOGLIST :) it's beautifully written in my school diary and it's in chronological order so i won't get the days mixed up and whatnot . hehe , i know ..

NERD ALERT !

but biar laa :) this is me and if you don't like reading about my nerdy ways , that's your problem -.-'

i know i didn't update my bloggie the last time i came back home for PB , and again , i'm sorry . so , i'm gonna start on what i should've blogged about if i had blogged during my last PB , okay ?

SPM 2010 result day .

haha , okay okay . i know you guys are probably thinking 'oh my god , dah lama dah benda tuu , still nak blog about it ke ?' . well , my answer is yes :) despite everything that happened last year , the Bellatrix (VIIth batch of SESERI) managed to get an awesome result for their SPM :D here are the SPM 2010 SBP ranking ;

1. SASER
2. INTERGOM
3. KiSAS
4. STF
5. SEPINTAR
6. ASiS
7. SESTER
8. SESERI
9. Sains Faris Petra
10. SAS

and bonda (our principal) also told us the highest ranking for each subject . sadly , we didn't get 1st in any subject but at least we're not that bad laa :)

- Bahasa Malaysia : highest ranking for BM is SAS . SESERI only got number 5 , takpe takpe :)
- English : highest is SMS Kuala Terengganu , and we got number 12 ..
- Modern Mathematics : highest is Sains Faris Petra .
- Sejarah : ASiS got highest while we got number 13 -.-
- Physics : SASER got highest . pfft , sapee lagi kan ?
- Chemistry : SASER again .
- Biology : yup , still SASER .
- Additional Mathematics : highest is STF :D at least it's not SASER . go girl power ! haha (:
- Pendidikan Islam : SESERI got number 4 while Sains Lahad Datu got highest .

all in all , congrats to all Bellatrix-ians ;) you made SESERI proud . but of course , because of you guys also , bonda has really high expectations for the Clarions (my batch , woot woot !) which means we have to get GPA 1.0 and at least 11 people get straight A+ . grr , tension -.-'

oh , and not forgetting , congrats to Kak Syahirah Zulkefli , Kak Adibah and Kak Jannah for getting straight A+ ! (:

moving on ..

SBP Zon Tengah Drama competition :)

hehe , i know i'm not the drama queen type of girl but being a part of the drama team for my school this year was a pretty awesome experience (: and even though the competition was back in early April , i still miss it . i miss skipping prep classes to go practise facial expressions and voice projections and other relevant stuffs , i miss messing about with the juniors and etc. :') though , there were times there was too much drama happening around sampai ber-emotional laa .. yeah , that part sucked a bit . but anyway , the competition was held at SMA Persekutuan Kajang on the 2nd and 3rd of April . and yeah , when i heard that it was going to be held at an agama sort of school , my first thought was 'eh , boleh ke ? aren't they against those sort of stuffs ?' . but it turns out , they also had their own drama team . okaaay , awkward ;) and of course , i never realized a drama competition would take more than one day . sampai kena tidur dekat situ pulak tuu . i mean , SMAPK takde laa jauh sangat from my school .. but it was fun to walk around in a different school and get out of SESERI for a while :D

our drama was entitled 'Trapped' and it was about a girl whose family dies in an accident and she has this evil aunt and uncle who tries to steal her parents' wealth .. bla bla bla . i had two roles . the first role i had was a psych ward patient , well ONE of the psych ward patients cos' the girl in the story had to pretend to be crazy to deceive her aunt and uncle and whatnot . all i had to do for this role was do this dance routine that me , pavittrah and kelly created . yup , we danced to Asmaradana . hahaha (: and then , while the drama was still going on , i had to change really quickly at the back into a suit and this robe thingy that the props people made and TA-DA ! i became a judge . a very serious judge , apparently . the props people who sat in the audience said my face tegang gilaa . aida even said 'ereena , muka you macam nak makan orang , okay ?' . thanks -.-' well , in my defense , i HAD to be serious . miss eisma , the teacher sort of responsible for us , kept asking me to make a serious face when i played the judge , cos' during practices , i kept smiling and trying hard not to laugh . so , hence :)

in the end , SESERI got 3rd place :D and i must say , winning feels awesome ! hahaha . i mean , we thought we'd just get a saguhati prize or top 10 .. but tengok tengok 3rd place . hehe , i think my face terkejut gilaa kowt . but still , the trophy's all prestigious-looking and OOH :)

oh , and did i mention i met up with ex - beejay students there as well ? haha , yup :) jabbar (KUSESS) and haziq (SAS) . i think i saw jabbar first .. and it went something like this ;

(i was walking with a Form 4 from SMAPK)

jabbar ; EREENA !

(i looked around , kinda freaking out cos' dah laa it was a school activity thing and all of a sudden a guy's voice called my name ? GAHH !)

ereena ; JABBAR !

jabbar ; you're in drama too ?

ereena ; yeah . hey , is my sister here ?

jabbar ; oh , no . she already went back home , i think . whoever's not in the drama gets to go home this weekend .

ereena ; oh , so you being here means that you missed out on going home ?

jabbar ; yeah , but lek laa . it's just a weekend .

ereena ; right ..

(i looked round searching for the other SESERI-ans . and it turns out dorang dah jalan jauh in front , leaving me behind)

ereena ; err .. jabbar , i gotta go . i don't wanna get left behind too much . bye , see you later !

and haha , actually i did get to see jabbar a lot during the whole drama competition . mainly cos' KUSESS had to put their props next to our school's props and every time i went into the gym (the props room) , jabbar mesti ada . so , we got to chat a lot too :) it was nice to see someone from beejay again . though , might i just say that jabbar has gotten taller ? macam tinggi gilaa ! i was like 'whoa' when i saw him from afar at first . but then again , i'm not so tall myself so , maybe that's just me . haha (:

oh , and as for haziq , i saw him during lunch in the dining hall . i was eating with my juniors (cehh , senior yang baik laa konon . hehe , but seriously , the juniors in the drama team are really nice) and suddenly , there were a few people bising bising from the other side of the dining hall . i was like 'siapa laa pulak tuu ?' , obviously annoyed . dah laa they weren't wearing a school shirt so , i didn't know what school it was . i thought it was ASiS at first but then , ASiS were already eating at another table with their bright yellow shirts . so , then .. walks in haziq . i was like 'oh , SAS ke tuu ?' and then 'wait a minute ..' .

y'see , haziq told me he wasn't going to the drama competition so , after seeing him in the dining hall , i was like 'eh , dia tipu yeah ?' and from then on tried to avoid him as much as possible . hehe , guilty :) and it sort of worked laa jugak . me avoiding him , i mean . i only talked to him after the competition ended . and tuu pun macam sekejap jee , hehe . sorry , haziq (; oh , and sorry for not congratulating you yet , but congrats haziq !

and now i shall talk about funny reactions :) haha , i dunno . i'm just following the chronology of my BLOGLIST ..

Funny Reaction 1

(i was sitting in 4 Bakerara with DJ , while reading the newspaper . and there was this mosquito that kept circling around us . i mean , we don't stink laa -.-)

ereena ; annoying nyaa nyamok ni ..

(the mosquito lands on DJ's arm)

DJ ; oh my god , DIE !! AEDES !

(BAM ! mosquito dies .)

i couldn't stop laughing after that :D i mean , who screams at a mosquito about aedes ? macam laa dorang paham sangat . hehe , but DJ made my day that day . HAHA !

Funny Reaction 2

(it was on a friday , i think , and we were having English for first period . semua orang macam ngantok semacam cos' the day before the Form 5's had a night class)

miss vas ; are we alright , ladies ?

(we nodded and mumbled an answer)

miss vas ; okay , well , the class tomorrow is still not canceled , even though it's a weekend . i really want to finish the literature component with you . Set E will also be joining us , okay ?

(we nod again)

miss vas ; amalina hassan ?

amal ; yo .

(and miss vas is speechless for a few seconds , while the rest of us cracks up laughing)

haha , you don't say 'yo' to a teacher , ever . and especially to miss vas , who's mostly seen as the strictest teacher at our school . but then again , she was laughing along with us so , okay laa kowt . hehe , mengantok punya pasal laa kan ? ;)

Funny Reaction 3

(we were practising our tarian for the show we had that afternoon in the TV room . the other students were watching Minah Karipap , a drama with this cute actor in it . alaa , i can't remember his name . but still , SUPER cute !)

che' pah ; oh my god , comel nya dia !

shamin ; eh , dia aku punya yeah ?

che' pah ; shamin , takkan laa kau sanggup rampas kawan rapat kau punya laki . dia dah lama aku punya , okay ? dah laa dia orang pahang .

ereena ; eh , ye ke dia orang pahang . main cakap jee che' pah ni ..

che' pah ; serious laa . dia dah bertunang dah pun ..

shamin ; OH MY GOD , DENGAN SIAPA !?

we were laughing soo hard , we even had to stop dancing cos' tak tahan . dah laa shamin's voice tiba tiba jee macam marah gilaa , and her face was like 'GRR , HE'S MINE !' . haha , after that , we laid off on the whole cute thing . takut shamin marah :p

and that concludes the funny reactions section :)

even though there's still lots more on the BLOGLIST , i think that's all for tonight :) i just got back from dinner at Tupai Tupai with my family so , perut kekenyangan and gigi still sakit . and i have to wake up early tomorrow cos' mom wants to send the kain for our baju raya and because i wanted to have a different style of baju raya this year , i have to follow mom to the tailor's to get new measurements . pfft , this is my fault laa jugak -.-' and then , we're going back to my hometown in the afternoon cos' my dad's cousin is getting married this sunday so , kena pergi kenduri kahwin pulak dah . hmm , it's a good thing i already started doing my homework . baru balik dah busy gilaa .

but anyway , i'll try and blog as soon as i get back :D goodnight , peeps ! and thanks a million for visiting my bloggie .

ereenalfian :)

P.S. good luck to all SESERI-ans who are going to the ekiden run this sunday ;D drink lots of water and please don't faint all of a sudden , okay ? hehe , and also don't forget to have fun !

2011-03-20T15:10:00.002+08:00

going back to SESERI again today :(

yes , i'm really sad right now .

will be back on the 29th of april ,

goodbye .

spark in me.

2011-03-18T17:33:00.000+08:00

dorks are the new nerds.

2011-03-18T15:40:00.003+08:00

i feel like being dorky today cos' , let's face it , dorks are the new nerds ;)

went to the Pustaka Rakyat bookstore at Gombak just now :) and i know some of you guys might be wondering 'why go so far ? Dincy kan ada , MPH ke' . well , sure , those places are good too , but the Pustaka Rakyat (let's call it PR for now , okay ?) has basically EVERYTHING . it has two floors ; the bottom floor for the stationaries and the second floor for revision and exercise books . and i had to search for new revision and exercise books , along with a few stationaries and project stuffs .

hehe , SPM candidate laa kan :D

gonna go bowling with my cousins later today too :) lama tak hang out with them , and i'm pretty sure my bowling skills (ehem , macam laa ada sangat) have gone from average to horrible so , nak practice and try and get better at bowling :D

i think that's all for now :) sorry for the somehow short post . i have some work to finish right now so , i'm a little busy at the moment . thanks for stopping by my bloggie ! take care .

ereenalfian :)

2011-03-18T15:34:00.002+08:00

hey , you :)

why do i feel like i've known you before ?

just for the thrill.

2011-03-17T18:56:00.004+08:00

hi there :)

sorry for neglecting you , dear bloggie . i was busy yesterday and when i finally had time to sit in front of my laptop , mata pun dah tertutup tutup so , i just gave up . no worries , now you have my undivided attention :)

great , i'm talking to my blog now -.-'

anyway , i went back to my hometown yesterday :D yup , the ever so lovely teluk intan . if some of you guys don't know where it is , i recommend you Google it cos' i'm not so sure how to explain it properly . all i know is that it's in Perak and the Menara Condong is there so , googling it would be a better solution :)

honestly , i've missed going back to my hometown . i haven't been there since .. well , i can't remember . but i definitely haven't gone back for this year yet . so , going back yesterday was pretty awesome . though , yes , ada laa waktu waktu kebosanan :D whaat ? you can't blame me entirely . usually , when i go back , my cousins are always there . or at least SOMEone i can kacau or something . but yesterday , it was just me and my siblings watching TV . hmm .

my grandma took us out , though :) yeah , to buy arish a new toy and then over to grandmamaw's house . and then we ate lunch at grandmamaw's house . hehe , i helped with the tom yam and ehem , might i say it turned out amazing ? sedaaaap ;)

we went back around 5 something and arrived home near 7 . even though i was exhausted , i had to quickly take a shower and then keluar again to go to .. * drum roll .. TUITION :) yup , i'm officially joining e-suria again . originally , the plan was for me to join for add maths only , and yesterday was supposed to be add maths and then chemistry so , i thought 'okay , i can get back around 9:15 to have dinner' , but then i found out that the chemistry teacher wasn't coming last night and that add maths would take chemistry hour so , in the end , i had dinner around 11 .

haha , but i wasn't sad to have dinner so late laa :) by going to tuition , i met up with losh again . and i've certainly missed her ♥ it was soo good to see her again and all my other beejay friends ; yi wen , joyce , kuok fung , mirza , qhaikal and etc. oh , i also met this new guy from TTDI Jaya who's really close with losh , his name's kamal :) haha , he's really funny and annoying at the same time .

(i walked into the class and over to losh)

ereena ; losh . losh .

losh ; (busy with an iPad) hold on , hold on ..

ereena ; losh .

losh ; what ?

(i sit down and losh turns around to face me)

losh ; OH MY GOD , EREENAAA !

(we hugged)

went to 7Eleven with losh during our break :) i bought losh a Nescafe drink and an Oreo's for myself . and cos' i didn't have dinner before tuition last night , i ate the Oreo's like i was eating rice or something . haha , kelaparan punya pasal x)

since this week is like trial week for me at e-suria , losh asked me to come tonight for physics and bio :D so , i'm just gonna go and see what the teacher's like and maybe consider taking bio and physics too . hmm :)

gotta go and have dinner before i kelaparan again at tuition :) byee !

ereenalfian :)

to be happy is to be doing what you love, everyday.

2011-03-17T18:47:00.003+08:00

live.laugh.love. ♥

no one else but us two.

2011-03-15T20:47:00.004+08:00

hello hello :D

i'm so sorry for deleting the previous post , especially to those who wanted to know what happened to the guy in the end . well , long story short , he's doing fine now and on his way to success . there , a happy ending :) if you guys are wondering why i deleted the post .. let's just say that it seemed a little too gloomy for me . i mean , i'm bored of constantly acting all emo and miserable . it's better to be happy-go-lucky , right ? ;)

went swimming with my little brother this morning :) yup , he woke me up just to go swimming . a word of advice ; never promise a little kid something you know you're not gonna wake up in the morning for . hehe ;) well , anyway , we went to the clubhouse around 10:30 and it was just me , arish , this other family and a few chinese kids . memang pool tuu kiteorang punya laa :D haha . i tried teaching arish how to swim at first , but of course arish decided that he wanted to play in the water instead . and so , we splashed around for a bit . but then , i had a flu and it was getting worse in the moderate temperature of the pool water and i couldn't take sneezing all the time so , we got out .

dah siap siap and everything , ingat nak pergi makan at the restaurant cos' we didn't have breakfast before we left . and before you guys think 'eh , what a bad baby sitter tak bagi budak tuu makan' , my maid didn't cook anything for breakfast and apparently , my house is running out of snacks and junk food so , please don't blame me . and i DID bring some money to eat at the restaurant , okay ? but unfortunately , the restaurant was packed cos' there was a tournament going on at the club just now . so , terpaksa laa tahan kelaparan kami .

on the way home , tiba tiba tertembung with dad :) hehe , and then we got to eat . he brought us to the restaurant again and main duduk jee at this table that was supposed to be for 8 people , and i did mention it to him , but he just said he didn't care cos' other people were doing it also and his kids needed to eat . aww :')

we ordered fries and sandwiches :) hehe , and what a 'healthy' breakfast that was . oh , and i really liked the fact that i got to talk with dad a little about a few things that has been bothering me lately . and even though he didn't give me much advice , i'm just glad he listened :')

dad was running late to go to work but he still insisted on sending us home :) hehe , i dunno why dad was being so sweet today , but i'm certainly not complaining . haha (: i love you , dad ♥

the rest of our day was filled with watching TV and sleeping in front of the TV ;) huhu .

guess what guess what guess what ?

i'm gonna be wearing specs from now on :3

i'm not sure whether i'd like wearing specs , but i'm definitely excited about the whole aspect right now . the specs would be done this wednesday and i feel like a kid waiting to open her Christmas present or something . memang hyper laa sikit ;D ooh , and it's SWATCH , which is kinda weird cos' i've always thought SWATCH was for watches only . hmm :)

i think that's all for now , peeps :D hope you guys enjoyed reading this post and thanks a bunch for stopping by . i'm gonna go watch this movie that Sarah Ezzurin recommended to me ; Heavenly Forest , which is japanese and i know i'm generally not into those sort of things , but she told me the whole story line during Nirmala Digantra practice the other day and bunyi macam best jee . so , if you guys feel like watching a movie about a girl who has growth hormone problems who falls in love with a guy who has this itchy problem , please feel free and Google it :) haha , i just made the movie sound very displeasing , didn't i ? well , please ignore my very lousy promoting skills , it's actually awesome . watch it if you're bored , then .

the ever lousy promoter ,
ereenalfian :)

MILO celebrity :)

2011-03-14T00:46:00.004+08:00

hi there !

okay , i know it's past 12 and i shouldn't be blogging considering i have to wake up early tomorrow to follow mom to work , but i already promised my darling junior that i would blog about her and so , now i'm keeping my promise :) to be honest , i totally forgot that i had promised her up until just now when she added me at facebook and then baru laa teringat . hehe , sorry DJ ;)

hmm , where do i begin ? let's start with the basics ;

What's her name ?
Durah Jasmin

Who is she ?
my junior from SESERI .

What's her nickname ?
DJ . 'Durah' reminds her of her old school and her friends there so , in respect , call her DJ okay ?

and here is a picture of her :) courtesy of her facebook , of course .

what people don't or may not know about her , though , is that she's a gymnast :) or used to be one , i'm not sure . all i know is that she once even represented the country , yes MALAYSIA , in the junior olympics .

see see ? here's a picture of her doing one of her gymnast moves :) hehe , kesiann DJ . this is what you get for adding me on facebook , dearie .

anyway , we were sitting around during English drama practice and some of us were drinking MILO and just hanging out , DJ suddenly whispers to Miza something that made her get all jumpy and excited . after settling Miza down , she finally told us :)

* drum roll please .

you know the MILO box that some people (especially me) like to drink everyday ? and it has all these sorts of athletes on the cover ? well , the current cover on MILO right now is a picture of none other than DJ ! hehe , mesti terkejut kan ? when i found out , i was like 'oh my god , DJ . i drink one of you everyday !' :D

and it's kinda cool to know someone who's on the cover of your favourite drink , y'know ? it's like you know a celebrity or something , only you see them everyday at school and they're on your drink . hehe , now i'm making her sound like she's all over the place :D haha . but still , it's awesome and after much interrogation , she told us she got more than RM5000 from the ad . baru form 4 dah making lots of money .

not to mention , she's a pretty nice junior ;)

okay , i think that's all for tonight :) i have a sort of doctor's appointment tomorrow to check if i need glasses . yup , apparently i'm a little bit rabun this year . that's why i'll be following mom to work tomorrow :) well , okaaay .. goodnight , take care .

ereenalfian :)

when a cute guy walks by ..

2011-03-13T15:42:00.003+08:00

120311 ; The Curve .

a cute guy stood in front of me . i was like 'oh my gosh , he's soo cute !' but kept a straight face . he stared at me , i stared back . cehh , macam cerita hindustan pulak -.-' he smiled and walked away . and then ..

ereena ; nyah nyah , isn't that guy cute ?

ermi ; where where ?

ereena ; there , the one with the black shirt .

ermi ; eh , where ?

(ereena points discreetly to the guy)

ermi ; oh my god , agak laa . wow .

you can be the heart i spill on these pages .

2011-03-13T13:04:00.008+08:00

peek-a-boo :)

WARNING !

the post that you are currently reading , yes this one , is going to be a long post and if your computer or laptop suddenly explodes in your face because it's been on for so long or somehow you get infected by a serious butt disease , please note that it has nothing to do with you reading this bloggie :) this bloggie is 100% innocent of any computer explosions or butt infections . okay , dah mula merepek dah -.-' ENJOY READING !

ever since 2011 started , i've been updating this diary that mom gave me from UKM . in it , i write any upcoming events or what i did that day . and no , it's not one of those personal diaries where you start with 'dear diary' . it's one of those diaries where there's a date and space under it for you to write stuffs :) hehe , sorry . i have NO idea how to explain it properly to you guys . buat buat paham jee laa yeah ? anyway , i thought for this post i'd tell y'all about some of my days at SESERI . lihat lah betapa sibuk nyaa kami :D

Monday, 7th February 2011
- Form 4 registration
- Asimilasi Form 4

Tuesday, 8th February 2011
- English morning class
- Tutorial Biology
- Asimilasi Form 4

Wednesday, 9th February 2011
- English morning class
- Mesyuarat unit beruniform (PBSM)
- Mentor mentee
- Asimilasi Form 4

Thursday, 10th February 2011
- English morning class
- Tutorial Chemistry
- Riadah Dendrobium

Friday, 11th February 2011
- Tutorial English
- Tutorial Add Maths
- Hari Bakat Form 4

Saturday, 12th February 2011
- Bengkel Kecemerlangan Panitia Biology (8:00 a.m. - 11.00 p.m.)

Sunday, 13th February 2011
- Ceramah subuh

Monday, 14th February 2011
- Ujian Intervensi 2011 (Bahasa Malaysia & English)

Tuesday, 15th February 2011
- Cuti Maulidur Rasul
- Sarah Ezzurin's birthday !

hehe , here are some pictures from sarah's birthday celebration :) since it was a public holiday , parents were allowed to visit and so , sarah's parents came and bought her a cake . Secret Recipe pulak tuu :D the celebrations started after night prep so , if you notice the dates at the bottom of the pictures are a little different , it means that it was more than 12 o'clock . haha , i think we slept at 1 or something that night . actually , there were a few other pictures from that night but i was wearing specs from studying physics the whole night during night prep and so , malu laa nanti nampak macam skema gilaa ;)

hish , manja btol syida :) makan kek pun mau suap ke ? haha (:

safarizan jamil :D

Wednesday, 16th February 2011
- Ujian Intervensi 2011 (Physics)

Thursday, 17th February 2011
- Ujian Intervensi 2011 (English & Modern Maths)
- Trigonometry Class with Mr. Wong (3:30 p.m. - 4:30 p.m.)
- Bengkel Teknik Menjawab Add Maths with Miss Ding (8:30 p.m. - 11:30 p.m.)

Friday, 18th February 2011
- Ujian Intervensi 2011 (Add Maths)

Saturday, 19th February 2011
- Ganti sekolah sempena Tahun Baru Cina
- Ujian Intervensi 2011 (Sejarah & Agama)

Monday, 21st February 2011
- Ujian Intervensi 2011 (Sejarah)

Tuesday, 22nd February 2011
- Ujian Intervensi 2011 (Biology)

Wednesday, 23rd February 2011
- Ujian Intervensi 2011 (Chemistry)

woot woot ! this was the last day of the intervension exam x) dah laa malam tuu solat dalam dorm so , mulaa laa kami menggila . hehe ;D

heee x)

Thursday, 24th February 2011
- Tutorial Biology
- Redaksi audition (9:00 p.m. - 11:00 p.m.)

Friday, 25th February 2011
- Tutorial Add Maths (3:30 p.m. - 4:30 p.m.)
- Meeting redaksi (4:30 p.m.)
- Latihan Nirmala Digantra (4:30 p.m.)
- Extra class Add Maths (9:00 p.m.)
- Meeting Department of Physics (11:00 p.m. - 12:00 a.m.)
- English drama audition (12:30 a.m. - 1:oo a.m.)

Saturday, 26th February 2011
- Under One Roof Biology
- Add Maths class (discuss exam papers)
- Keluar bandar (Outing)

Monday, 28th February 2011
- Tutorial Physics
- Meeting Dendrobium Form 5 (4:30 p.m.)
- Meeting English drama (8:00 p.m. - 10:00 p.m.)
- Under One Roof Physics at 5 Fialaara (10:00 p.m. - 11:00 p.m.)

Tuesday, 1st March 2011
- Tutorial Biology
- Taklimat Kem Motivasi (4:30 p.m. - 5:30 p.m.)
- Meeting English drama (8:00 p.m. - 10:oo p.m.)
- Interhouse Debate Form 4 auditions (11:30 p.m. - 12:30 a.m.)

Wednesday, 2nd March 2011
- Sambutan Maulidur Rasul (3:10 p.m. - 5:30 p.m.)

Thursday, 3rd March 2011
- Tutorial Chemistry
- Meeting with Chemistry mentors (8:30 p.m.)
- Latihan Nirmala Digantra (8:30 p.m.)
- Meeting and briefing Sambutan Makan Beradab (8:30 p.m.)
- Under One Roof Physics (10:00 p.m. - 11:00 p.m.)

Friday, 4th March 2011 - Sunday, 6th March 2011
- Kem Motivasi Tingkatan 5 at Gombak

all in all the camp was pretty awesome :D we got to hang out and learn new things about each other . and of course , we had lots of fun mandi sungai x) and not to make you guys go all worried or anything , but i almost hanyut while mandi sungai the other day . the current was too strong and it kept pulling me .. yes , only me . orang lain macam biasa jee , i was the only one panicking and going 'HELP ! HELP !' . in the end , my friend najwa (or we call her wawa) and this facilitator helped me reach the side . after that , boleh pulak my friends teased me about it -.- but seriously , when someone experiences a near death situation and says that they saw their whole life flash by before them , please don't go 'exaggerating gilaa' because it is completely true . when i was panicking and everything , boleh pulak my parents , my siblings and all my friends terlintas in my mind . oh , and i didn't get any major injuries from the almost hanyut incident . only a few cuts here and there and the pinkie finger on my right hand got sprained and now look somehow crooked . hmm .. but anyway , i'm just thankful i'm still alive :) alhamdulillah .

upon arriving at Kem Raudah :)

my darling Bakerageous :D

from left ; me , syida , amal , asiyah , darina , aimi and nadia .

oh , and did i mention there was a frog in our dorms ? no , it didn't look as handsome as this one , but memang amat lah menggeli kan . it kept peeing and pooping everywhere . we had to wear slippers in the dorm cos' a frog's pee can make you go all itchy or something . hehe , but i would still like to thank the frog for making the mornings and evenings when we wanna shower really hilarious . tengah sibuk sibuk nak mandi laa it keeps jumping here and there , and because we're all very loud girls , we kept screaming and yelling . haha , sebaik the facilitators tak marah x)

this is the second time we mandi sungai :) the whole almost hanyut incident happened the first time we mandi sungai during our jungle trekking . this picture , however , masa kiteorang tengah tunggu nak balik . from left , it's syahirah radzi , syida and me :) oh , and i wanna also thank syahirah for helping me throughout the camp . i mean , masa the night walk , you were the one who was willing to let me hold your hand sekuat kuat hati and throughout the jungle trekking you helped me jump here and there and not be scared of the pacat (is that how you spell it ?) so , thank you :D

Monday, 7th March 2011
- Tutorial Physics
- Latihan Nirmala Digantra (8:00 p.m. - 11:00 p.m.)
- English drama rehearsal (8:30 p.m. - 10:00 p.m.)

Tuesday, 8th March 2011
- Tutorial Biology
- English drama rehearsal (8:00 p.m. - 10:30 p.m.)
- Latihan Nirmala Digantra (8:30 p.m. - 11:00 p.m.)
- Redaksi meeting (9:15 p.m. - 10:00 p.m.)

Wednesday, 9th March 2011
- Rehearsal Majlis Ikrar Pelajar (1:40 p.m.)
- Ceramah Menghayati Puisi sempena Minggu Bahasa Melayu (2:30 p.m.)
- Meet with Form 4 Interhouse debaters (9:30 p.m.)

Thursday, 10th March 2011
- Full rehearsal Majlis Ikrar Pelajar (3:30 p.m. - 5:30 p.m.)
- Latihan Nirmala Digantra (8:00 p.m. - 11:00 p.m.)
- English drama rehearsal (8:30 p.m. - 10:30 p.m.)
- Perjumpaan AJK Makan Beradab with birthday girls (9:30 p.m.)

Friday, 11th March 2011
- Majlis Ikrar Pelajar (8:00 a.m. - 10:00 a.m.)
- Mesyuarat PIBG (10:30 a.m. - 12:30 p.m.)
- Pulang bermalam

if you guys actually bothered to look closely at my schedule , you'd notice that some meetings or rehearsals happened at the same time . yup , they were . how did i attend all of the meetings ? hehe , pandai pandai laa i berlari from one place to another :D

i think that's all for now , peeps :) mom's cooking spaghetti carbonara (yes , be VERY jealous) and i can already smell it from my room . and because my tummy has started rumbling , i'm gonna go eat . hope you enjoyed reading and please come back again so i can merepek more to you guys :D

hasta la vista !

ereenalfian :)

2011-03-13T01:52:00.001+08:00

you promised me all you wanted to do was make me happy .

you said you'd never break my heart .

you lied .